Wanna see me cry happy tears for once?! TA baby!!! We're shooting for a 1.12.15 Gotcha Day which means that I might have Kai in my arms two days after my birthday and 1 year and 2 days after we officially asked China if he could be ours forever! What an amazing Lord we serve! #wearecomingkai

I'm 99.9% positive that today marks ONE YEAR of me finding this clip of "Charlie" on our soon-to-be agency's website. I became obsessed and finally inquired about him after three days of non-stop watching. I knew that he was meant to be my son. His sad eyes and raspy voice just killed me. He needed a mama. ONE YEAR later, still waiting on him. I'd be lying if I said that it's easier now then it was then. #wearecomingkai #helplexadopt #loawaitday84

Day 65 is a hard day. Especially when I just found out that someone got LOA for her TWO babies at day 28! All in God's timing, and clinging to Prov 3:5-6 like crazy, but trusting can be so hard! Hubs and I watch this little clip over and over mimicking Kai's little voice. It's comforting. Anyone have any idea what "yasa ko" (sp?) means? I think it's Mandarin for "don't be sad, I'm coming home soon". Not soon enough, baby boy! #wearecomingkai #loawait #adoptionproblems #waitingishard