"every fiber in me screamed out, but i couldn't make a sound." @waynecross
âpoor little songbird. no voice to sing, huh?â mary walks her fingers across the shitty fabric of the hotel couch, veering closer and closer to wayneâs arm. she hates it when he gets like this. that pretty face all empty, hollowed out. christ, the melodrama never ends with the new ones. kids these days.
she crawls forward across the cushions on her knees, crossing the unspoken boundary of her space into his. they had a big show tonight. wayneâs supposed to be all hazy, jittery, hopped up on adrenaline. they couldâve fucked. they couldâve feasted. instead, itâs the whining, the incessant fucking soul searching. she cranes her head down, makes sure to get to his eye level. the expression she gives him- itâs crazed, itâs wide-eyed like an prey animal. mary would know; sheâs spent countless hours in front of the mirror, pulling at skin, categorizing each expression. she once spent a week inside the empty house of a former meal, standing in front of the mirror and wasting away, watching the facade of life leak outâ her own corpse rot, an audience to her own starvation. sheâs seen everything her mask of skin can do.
âwhat would you have done? cried? whimpered? begged for help?â maybe sheâs playing more of an antagonist than she needs to. maybe sheâs itching for violence and barking up a volatile tree. mary doesnât have it in her to feel all that torn up about it. they donât call her molotov for nothingâ give her something flammable and sheâll blow that shit up. âyou think vampire daddy was gonna come back and help you out?â
mary shakes her head and breaks the unblinking eye contact. she pats down her too tight jeans, comes up empty, and seamlessly moves to pat down his. âjesus. you got a cigarette?â















