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So hi everyone ! Hello ! How are you ?! I hope you smiled today :) Okay so ..as you can see I’m starting a fanfic. ( I’m still not sure if I’ll continue or not ) This is my first time when I’m trying this …I’m just trying to express my feelings . if this is still not clear , I’m trying to tell MY STORY with Connor and Troye’s help . Most of those things happened/ is happening / it will happen ( hopefully ) in my ..life .. Okay sorry , I will stop talking now Here is the sneak peak I guess ? Enjoy :))

To fall in love, to be love it’s much harder than you think it is . You’ll think at that person every single day , time , minute . You’ll feel hundreds and hundreds of butterflies when they’ll be around you . you’ll start shaking a little bit or sweating when you’ll talk with them and it will be hard to hide all of those feelings . It’s not like before to fall in love you are talking with God and you’ll tell him how the person to look like or if you want to be a boy or a girl …at last not for Connor Franta . At the first view Connor seems just a normal teenager . Living in his own world , laughing and hanging out with his friends all day , addicted to the internet …just a normal teenager . Most of those things are true but in the last time , Connor hadn’t been himself …at last that’s how he’s feeling . He found himself late at night crying instead of scrolling through his dash on tumblr . He found himself being an introvert person , he pushed away his friends , he had panick and anxiety attacks more often . He started reading more and more depressing books because he felt like everything in those books seemed real …seemed like… him . All of those things had happened in summer break and now Connor was afraid . Afraid because school was starting and he though that people will bully him of how shy he was , because of his depression and all his ‘problems ’ . But ,this is not how it will go . He will make a friend (maybe more than that ) . A South African- Australian teenage boy with flat and curly hair , obsessed with Nutella who likes jumpers and converse platform shoes , Troye Sivan is his name . They will go through many things , some of them sad and some happy …