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but oh, do i need to know.

and them, oh, them. i'll show them quickly that no amount of attention they receive from you will ever amount to anything. because you'll always come back to paying attention to me.

i want to pull apart their every stitch. examine each fiber under magnification. catalog each little tidbit i discover. i want to find every pixel of information they've left behind online. turn each one over like a rubik's cube while i take my notes.

my folder for them is growing! and i even have some video of them!! do they know how much i love this? do they know the joy i feel every time they share more of their day with me? how i drink in every bit of skin they show, how i imagine what it will be like to trail my hands over their features?

with every lull, i need to know what else you’re doing. are you playing video games? are you talking to someone else? they're not going to pay attention to you like i do, darling!!

let me in, and tell me about your day! can i monopolize your time? will you meet me somewhere that we can talk when you're free? i want to weave myself into your everyday life. i need to become a part of your day that you can't go without.