#was so

him recognizing he likes ceres/mc but knowing he isn't capable of loving her BUT WANTING to be capable of loving her & telling her he'll remake himself with a heart / re-establish relivers emotional capacity after DECADES of neglecting it for the CHANCE to be able to properly fall in love with her only for her to get KILLED IN FRONT OF HIM AS HE'S REVIVING / CLONING W SAID HEART 😭

THAT'S SO FUCKED UP I'M FUCKED UP

i will NEVER recover from knowing he's just stuck like that in an endless loop of grief mourning her bc he only ever got to fall in love with her memory instead of interacting with her 😭 he literally changed his entire worldview and regained his passion to be human again RIGHT AS SHE WAS TAKEN FROM HIM

Also RE VILLAGE videogame case:

Doubt Capcom.

yes yes I forgot to draw the crown but

HI HI!! eeeeek oh my god, so I haven’t met everyone yet but my fav is deffo Razor (to no one’s surprise he’s literally genshin shig & he’s vOICED BY KOUKI R U SRIWWJIAK i shamelessly whaled for him <333 and i spent the rest of the day climbing cliffs to just listen to his unholy noises) AND XIAO OF FUCKING COURSE.

but but BUT— XINGQIU MY LOVE, MY BABY. ALSO I HAVENT MET HIM YET BUT SCARAMOUCHE. HE JUST,, I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES HE’S SO AJAKAOAJAO lauwa called him anemic and pasty and honestly that’s probs why he’s my type hehehhh && ofc HU TAO. HU TAO HU TAO HU TAOOOO MY BELOVED. also qiqi! anyways I want to between ningguang n beidou but also i just, I WANT WHAT THEY HAAAAVE.