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Tony is so used to Thiiv basically ignoring him beyond short, one-sided conversations and sleeping at night, that when Thiiv grabs him during supper and kisses him, he makes a high-pitched sound and drops his bowl of stew. And then when the rest of the group around the fire laughs at his reaction, he gets up and scampers back to Thiivās tent, flushed bright red and burning with humiliation, wondering if heāll ever be able to face any of them again. He immediately goes inside and cowers in the furthest corner, mind racing.
Thiivās never kissed him before. He hadnāt believed Thiiv would want to kiss him. He realizes, suddenly, how incredibly naĆÆve heād been and how comfortable heād gotten with the status quoāThiiv had only touched him lightly before, like Tony was an especially skittish bird, allowing him to turn away from his touch if he felt uncomfortable and taking every frown or flinch as indication to stop. Maybe Thiivās grown impatient. Itās been an awfully long time since heād parlayed for their assistance, and Thiiv⦠is a healthy young man.
Yes, now that Tony thinks about it, Thiiv must be growing frustrated. Tony had promised him a body to use, and Tony hasnāt been allowing him to have it. Thiiv must be tried of waiting and is finally annoyed enough to just take. Tony should just be glad that heās had as long as he has to settle in and get used to the nomadic tribeās ways before he was taken, so he knows who to go to in the morning for poultices and potions.
Tony wishes, desperately, that he hadnāt listened to the Jarvises in his youth and had done more than feverishly pet over clothes with partners. Perhaps if heād been a bit more experienced, he would be more prepared for what will happen to him. But, he decides, sitting up straight. It was what heād promised Thiiv. Heād be breaking the deal if he refused Thiivās attention. He hadnāt even put any conditions on it, so if Thiiv wanted to⦠to do that in front of his comrades, that was his right, too. Tony will apologize for running like a frightened hare when he sees Thiiv. After all, he probably hadnāt done him any favors, leaving him there to the delighted jeering of his people.
Thiiv comes in a few hours later, when itās dark and the talk around the fires has quieted in favor of music and dancing. He lingers in the entrance for his eyes to adjust to the darkness, looking large and fearsome with the fires crackling at his back. Tony hadnāt lit the lanterns inside. He doesnāt want Thiiv to see how nervous he is, especially after what had happened at supper.
āToyny?ā Thiiv asks uncertainly, letting the flaps fall closed behind him.
āStheve,ā Tony says, for lack of anything else. He doesnāt know many of their words yet, and none of the ones he does know seem appropriate.
Thiiv approaches him slowly, curses softly when he knocks over something, and then reaches out to finally light one of the lamps with quick fingers. Tony flinches a little, but he hopes Thiiv doesnāt notice it as his eyes adjust to the dim light. Heās already on the sleeping platform, clothes discarded but undershirt and shorts still in place. He doesnāt have a lot of clothes, and heād been afraid that Thiiv, impassioned, would have ripped them off of him. He swallows thickly when Thiiv turns his gaze on him again, clasping his shaking hands under the furs so Thiiv wonāt be offended by how frightened he is.
āToyny,ā Thiiv murmurs, and reaches out to cup his cheeks.
Tony leans into his hands, eyes fluttering shut. Thiivās touch is still just as gentle as ever. Maybe it takes him a minute to get worked up, to want to grab and take. Tony canāt help the shaky breath he lets out when he feels Thiivās lips brush over his, surprisingly tentative for a man who takes what he wants in battle. He wonders if itās been a while for Thiiv, if heās being slow because he knows Tonyās frightened or if heās afraid he might hurt him in his passion. He certainly hasnāt been bedding Tony, but that doesnāt mean that he doesnāt take his pleasures elsewhere while Tony learns how to weave bandages and mix poultices from the other non-fighters in the camp during the day.
The kiss is slow and soft until it isnāt, and Tony gasps, trembling, as Thiiv tilts his head just so, takes control of the kiss and delves his tongue into his mouth. He tastes like the stew Tony abandoned in mortification, and tobacco, with a hint of honeyed mead. Tony mewls helplessly, reaching up to grab Thiivās shoulders, gasping when Thiiv breaks the kiss to nip and suck at his jaw and throat.
āStheve,ā Tony whimpers, voice shaking, as Thiiv lets his hands drift down from his cheeks, fingers trailing lightly over his throat before he follows them with his lips and teeth.
Thiiv sighs out a word before he goes back to his ministrations, and Tony has no idea if itās good or bad, but he desperately hopes itās good, because he doesnāt want to disappoint Thiiv after Thiiv has been so patient. He cries out when Thiiv reaches down to yank the furs off of him, instinctively reaching to cover himself, but Thiiv just gathers his wrists in one hand and holds them above his head, moving back up to devour his mouth as his other hand pushes his shirt up to his armpits, fingers grazing over his nipples as he kisses him.
Tony trembles beneath him, trying to kiss back, hoping his eyes donāt look as hot with frightened tears as they feel. Perhaps itās dim enough that Thiiv wonāt notice, or maybe he just wonāt care. Tony had promised Thiiv that he could use him however and whenever he pleased, and Thiiv clearly pleases to use him now.
Still, he canāt help the frightened flinch when Thiivās free hand roams down to cup between his legs, palm rubbing against his cock, fingertips trailing between his cheeks in search. He canāt help the way his body clenches up with terror, or the way his thighs clamp together to protect himself, as useless as it may be. He canāt help the mortified keen that escapes his lips when Thiiv leans back to stare down at him in confusion, or the tear that rolls down his cheek.
Thiiv stares at him as if struck dumb, but finally he manages to whisper, āGy xoj?ā
Tony cringes at the words, unable to help feeling ashamed because of the weight clearly being wielded in them. He knows them, unfortunately, words that have dripped into Common slang and taken root for lack of better words among the serfs, and while the words still shock and discomfort him, he had no choice but to learn them as Jarvis and Ana tried desperately to teach him how not to be royalty. āXojā translated literally into āfruit,ā typically a juicy one, like a cherry or a peach or a plum. āGyā had a little more nuance to it, didnāt really translate directly; but ultimately, in conjunction with xoj, it meant āripe, untouched, ready for picking.ā It had apparently, at one point, been used only in agriculture, letting the fruit hang until they were ready to be plucked for greatest profit.
In slang, though, it had changed to mean āfruit yet to be picked,ā or āvirgin,ā and the way Thiivās face is quickly falling, brows furrowing together with anger, heās unhappy with that fact.
Thiiv lets go of him as if his touch had burned him, and Tony canāt help but cover himself again, pulling his undershirt back down and the furs back up as Thiiv leaps backward off the bed. He turns and storms to the flaps of his tent, pulling them open to bellow, āSAM!ā
Sam appears almost immediately, looking concerned, and he says something to Thiiv, but is cut off by Thiiv going into a tirade. His eyes grow as big as saucers as he looks between Thiiv and Tony, but he says nothing until Thiiv finally slows down, takes a deep, gulping breath and then lets it back out. He waits for Thiiv to catch his breath before entering the tent and approaching Tony.
Tony pulls the furs up tighter miserably, wondering if Thiiv is going to rescind the deal and tell him to go please his men instead, or if heāll just wash his hands of the whole thing and send him home like a disobedient child.
āThiiv thinks you did yourself an injustice,ā Sam says gently.
Tony sniffles, confused, and lifts a hand to wipe his eyes. āHuh?ā
āItās one thing to have the prince of the land heās about to conquer under him,ā Sam explains, not unkindly. āItās quite another to be the first to take him.ā When Tony only continues to weep, uncomprehending, he continues, āIn Thiivās culture, the right of being someoneās chosen first is a gift. Had he known he would be your firstā¦ā He looks Tony up and down, then shrugs, smiling helplessly. āHe thought you were just shy. And he wonāt admit it, but heās embarrassed, for having not asked for more details about your experience. He thought you were afraid because youāve never bedded a stranger before, not that you hadnāt bedded anyone at all.ā
āI didnāt think it was important,ā Tony admits, sniffling. āI was always going to be his to do with as he wished, to use as he saw fit.ā
Samās smile falls. āIf you didnāt want it, Tony, Thiiv would never have forced you.ā
āBut it was part of the deal,ā Tony says helplessly. āMy body in exchange for him killing Obadiah Stane.ā
Sam looks exasperated and tired all at once, and he pinches the bridge of his nose. Thiiv nudges him impatiently, looking between him and Tony, and Tony realizes that Thiiv hasnāt understood a word of what theyāve said.
With how livid he looks when Sam translates, Tony thinks maybe it was better that he hadnāt. He says something so acidly that Sam takes a step back in shock, then turns on his heel and storms from the tent, muttering under his breath.
āā¦Wow,ā Sam murmurs, rubbing the back of his head, then sighs and turns back toward Tony. āHe says heāll honor his side of the deal, but he wants no part in yours if thatās how you really feel about it. Heād like you to stay in the tent with the healers from now on.ā
āOh,ā Tony says, and wonders why he feels so hollow when he thinks he should feel glad. āOkay.ā
āFor what itās worth,ā Sam adds. āI think you should do whatever you want to.ā
Tony wants to fulfill his end of the bargain, wants to feel like heās doing something instead of just being a parasite that soaks up resources, but Thiiv had looked⦠heād looked so angry. And above all, Tony wants Stane to pay for what heās done, so heāll have to stay on Thiivās good side. And if Thiiv wants him out of his tent? Out of his tent heāll go.
Maybe itās better this way, Tony thinks with a sniffle as he dresses. At least Thiiv can bed who he wants instead of pandering to a naĆÆve little prince with no power or privilege to his name.