#waking diary

you've already materialized in Awareness. Enjoy the imagery, ideas and thoughts that come to you that make you realize what you want/resonate with. Keep enjoying it because if you're aware of it as a thought, it's already here--simply don't "speak" against it by identifying with an opposing thought.

Continue to enjoy the idea of what you want because there is no difference between this & physical "materialization".

Do not question where it is or how to manifest it. What you ARE does not question. Only an Ego has the ability to question and seek as if it's trying to accomplish something. But Ego can be "adjusted" to stay cooperative instead of critical and suspicious.

Sweetheart, you have already "MATERIALIZED" everything you resonate with if you can IDENTIFY it. Just stay there. MARINATE in the AWARENESS of it as the idea or imagery that it is. Spend time with those desired thoughts in your Awareness and watch them grow and expand and super-bloom as you enjoy them right now. Materialization is not separate from Knowing. If you know what you want/resonate with, it's materialized. That's it.

Stop identifying with the Ego thinking that materialization and a thought are separate. They are not. This will dissolve questions. Stay observant.

This is not a hustle. This is not a grindset. There is no grasping, tasking, listing, clapping your heels 3x, or creating. Only watching and enjoying.

Only watching and enjoying.

Only watching and enjoying.

As the Observer, you are constantly watching everything come to you. And you are ALWAYS in acceptance, regardless if the Ego projects a thought that says otherwise. Awareness accepts all things, including fuckery. But the key is remembering that creation is powered by pure energy. There is no such thing as negativity or lack. The idea of fuckery is powered by pure energy just like everything we resonate with. Energy doesn't discriminate. It just forms into whatever it is focused into.

So when one really understands that Life is just Awareness observing pure energy "swimming" in and out of different "forms" called thoughts, sensations, & visions, you relinquish fear, doubt and other nonsense. Read that back again.

Ignore all thoughts, sensations, and imagery that are not relevant to what you ENJOY. Anything that isn't a MATCH to your resonance will dissolve when you stay in OBSERVATION of what you ENJOY.

Clean up your Awareness right NOW with this clarity :)

If you know, you know....

"Action" is for enjoyment, not "creating". There are no necessary "to-do" lists. Nothing to task.

Mind your energy...literally. There is nothing to do--only somewhere to focus/observe. Focus is the "action".

*sit with that forever

as "pleasing" to yourself to pry the ego away from constantly seeking. Everything the mind seeks is nowhere to be found because you already are it. It's a matter of resting in this observation. Resting from the temptation to keep inquiring. Resting long enough to realize the peace that always Is.

When we observe in this way, ego stops obscuring your "view" from whatever it is you "thought" you wanted. What you actually want is You.

I tell myself throughout the day that, "I'm cool with the present moment; I'm cool with everything."

And that shuts down egoic seeking and inquiry about where things are in the reality and what's seemingly going on. Ego stops being nosy, analytical and trying to be micromanager of this experience. We don't need a manager. We don't need logic. We don't need things to "make sense".

And I've certainly had enough illogical manifestations to "prove" it.

I'm training Ego to be observant and to only focus on enjoyment. And I "tell" it where to find the enjoyment, so that it stops asking. I let it know it's already here. It's already wherever "we" are currently observing from.

The observation is the enjoyment.

is loving for no reason.

Reasons are conditions, so if someone asks you why you love them, they are revealing that they believe they are loved conditionally.

Who, in your Life, do you love for no reason?

I can identify everyone I have ever "fell in love" with because if you asked me why I loved them, I would never have an answer throughout my time knowing them.

Yea, we all know there is only the Now moment, but some people may still be giving attention to a frame of thinking that is connected to time and relative manifestation.

Mental Housekeeping: 1stly, "manifestations" are isolated. Desired realities are achieved without steps. They simply exist. Processes are what makes Life seem slower than it is. The idea of progression is an illusion, too.

How I Go About My Day: Regardless of the lens of perception I face in any moment, I realize I always have a choice to give attention to what I'm seeing or choose to direct my attention/focus to something I prefer. This is key. Read that back again. Shifting focus to something I prefer. Flex that choice like a muscle & get dem GAINS. but i digress. This morning I received a longwinded text about something I'm no longer choosing. Then I noticed an emotional energy pop up.

How I handled it: I paused and observed. My intuition kicked in on what inspired action to take. I did that. Then I observed some more. During this observation, I had higher thoughts come into Awareness to remind me and guide me to what I am staying focused on instead of that text.

The question: "ARE YOU SERVING THAT TEXT OR ARE YOU SERVING YOUR BEST LIFE, HIGHEST REALITY, & DESIRED CHOICES?" Shortly after, the text didn't matter and the energy dissolved and I carried on. I KEEP FOCUSING ON WHAT FEELS BETTER & NOT ACT ON ANYTHING THAT ISN'T A MATCH TO ENJOYMENT.

thazzit.

and because of this awareness, I'm consistently happy & unbothered regardless of circumstances or what some folks call 3D.

is always perfect, so don't fix anything. We cannot escape the now moment, but everything else in perception can "shift" because it is an illusion. The perceived is the illusion. Stillness and observation help us realize this more & more.

Life is ultimately about our relationship to perception and the Now moment, not desire. Desires are an incentive & rewarding side-effect when we understand that we are Awareness--the only moment that exists. There is nothing to fix in our Awareness because the now moment doesn't move or go anywhere. It doesn't travel. But the illusions processed thru Ego seemingly move.

Ego is a mechanism thru which formed energy can be focused. It is not an "enemy" and it's not out to get you.

Pure energy is felt as vibration, pulse, gentle waviness. This energy focused into thought becomes what we "think" we are sensing as circumstances, emotions, or imagery.

Energy is what we perceive; it's not what we are.

And when we choose/focus into thought, Awareness "powers" this up into perception within Ego. Ego is perceived by Awareness. Everything is perceived by Awareness. Everything that is perceived--we are not.

Awareness doesn't need to understand, but understanding could only exist thru Ego.

"Letting Go" means You simply focus your attention into everything you ENJOY. 

But don't fix, engage (undesirable circumstances) or solve. Only enjoy. This is what we "train" Ego to focus into. Awareness perceives all of this. While "training" anything is an illusion, we could see "focus" as a continuous conscious choice to realize the wellbeing we already are as Awareness.

TLDR:.

*What you don't solve, dissolves.

Keep moving your awareness/attention to what you enjoy! And stay there. Live in enjoyment as enjoyment. "Train" your attention to stay there. Keep making choices based on what feels good to you right now. Stay there, stay there, stay there. Drop all questions. There's nothing to ask unless the asking itself is enjoyable/curious/pleasant. Live as the Observer & the availability of desires will become obvious without inquiry.

Stop asking about shit that has nothing to do with our best life. We're not getting over anything or getting away from anything. And stop asking about how to manifest this or that like it's not here. It has to be here, but only when we let go of "trying" to "create" it.

Everything else is irrelevant and only an option within the infinite. Sit with that...