it's just. how much kim and jimmy hate themselves, and how much they love each other, and kim thinking they'll be better off apart (together we're poison) but they're not really, are they, they're just running, they're just hiding, each of them a shadow of who they used to be, her so focused on not being bad that she loses sight of all the good she did and all the good she could still do, him letting go of any desire to help anyone but himself because he has finally lost everything and everyone that mattered. destroying themselves for nothing, to become nothing. she thinks breaking up with him is a good and necessary thing for the world, but it's really just a punishment for herself. not letting herself have the one person that makes her happy, like she threw away her job as an attorney, the one thing that made her happy, because she doesn't believe she deserves to be happy anymore
