The preservation of his kind hangs on a fickle balance, maintained through the calculated play between truth and lies, conforming to the false tales to keep the peace whilst shouldering a solitary truth that had become a willing burden. Deceit was a necessary tool to pave the way towards a future free of conflict and war, he takes no pride in it, despises the learned ease that turned the act of lying into an aspect of nature. He had no other choice than to hold together the illusion of their crafted world. At first, it was a way of survival, to blend in as one of them, now it was the grim knowledge of the effect truth would have on minds incapable of defying their own programming, if all they had known and believed in would crumble in an instant ... he had seen the aftermath of its ruin time after time. It's different this time however, No fear, no anger, she doesn't recoil from his visage, even with the knowledge of what he was, a beast cleverly disguised in the form of a man, not a trickery of any kind, only a mere phantom of who he once was, but the insinuation that he and his kind were once human was a part of the tale many refuse to believe. It meant little to him, he had no desire in preaching to those who look upon his people with such disgust, he may be called a villain, a monster, he had vowed to save humanity at any cost, even if it meant his own damnation.
"Killing me won’t fill the void you’re running from." ( From Ai :3)
Repetition evokes a weariness that nearly creeps into features. It's always the same, those who claim an understanding of truth to go on assuming a wickedness etched to his name. An unseen sorrow twists within him, not for the sting of accusation, but an unwillingness to shed more blood. He was once a man who valued all life, had labored to usher in a world where all life is equal, and even now, he wants to preserve the lives of those who killed his own with cold blood. Nonetheless, and much to his own dismay, he understands the need to overlook his own humanity to do what must be done. ❛❛ No. It won't. ❜❜ He answers wearily, dark eyes reflecting a deep melancholy. She assumes a villainy in him that was perhaps his nature now, but it isn't for entertainment or the need to quell the emptiness that gnaws at him in silence, he had his reasons, none that may concern her. If she hadn't been so curious they wouldn't have to cross paths, she would yet be living. With a motion of his hand, light swirls around her, shifting into bright yellow ropes to bind her in place, to make sure she wouldn't run, it would be swift, she mustn't suffer for a fault of his own. There's a notable pause once he approaches her, as a part of him senses a similar misfortune within, heightened senses register the scent of her blood, cold &. stale like his own. ❛❛ You're not of this world, why meddle with what you don't understand ? ❜❜ a touch of curiosity colors the monotone of his voice, eyes sharp, always observing. ❛❛ Perhaps ... running into danger is your own way of filling that ' void ' ? ❜❜
@vulpinexi // knows a little too much 🥲