Called as #Komal and #Vrikshamla in #Ayurveda, #KokumButter is a gentle remedy to treat skin infections, dead skin cells, dry skin, #StretchMarks, sores, stomach ulcers, gastritis, inflammation and constipation. So, I don't talk about my struggles with my skin. But I have hit the maximum of dgaf and my #vanity has knock some sense back into me. I'm working hard to get rid of these stretch marks. Ughhh.. I will never get this big again. I'm only so so worried about losing my new found breasts! They were such a great addition to my life. I'll always have an hourglass shape but I felt more complete being top heavy. I'm def making a breast scrapbook so, I can remember how bodacious they were. But even they were getting stretch marks. Time to get back in shape before I get married and have children and have a reason to have stretch marks. I enjoyed being plus size minus the stretch marks and certain other limitation to my activity levels. But I'm already down 5 lbs. I have a gym schedule set. I'll add more days as time passes. My water schedule is pretty set. My boyfriend has been my sugar dealer and now he has been notified that I only want my alkaline water, guava juice and orange juice. Nothing else. My urine is back to my admirable clear pee. And back to the KokumButter... new discovery to possibly eliminate my stretch marks. I went cray when I stopped to stock up on my shea butters. I most likely wont NEED to purchase anymore until my birth day or at least the 1st of the year. I love stocking up on hygiene products! Makes me feel so grown and responsible. Anyways, I purchased way more products than planned. I realized that I am a serious self care addict and my spiritual journey has led me to naturally tune into certain things. I bought a copper bracelet too. I'm gonna research deeper but it's suppose to be a blood cleanser. I thought I was particularly chipper this week. I even did my hair. Like blew out. Which anyone who has ever did my hair knows that's a whole other step to the hours long steps I already do. Well I bought a shit load of hair products after I updated my butter arsenal. Anyways... time to watch my skin and hair get healthier. https://www.instagram.com/p/B4VZDBHFixF/?igshid=1sshuop60zaaj