@umbraestus​     ✞✞      📔  Secret word

                overwhelming —- overwhelmed —- overwhelm.          bury or drown.       thats what im feeling, this is what i feel it’s been 10 days since i went to look for the word i feel — this this is it. i feel it deep in my bones. —– i haven’t told anyone about it so theres that. it’s weird ya know —- but okay. im breathing and kinda just being. and i think thats something to count for ——

                my heads been hurting for awhile. i think im gonna go lay down before someone comes looking for me to do stuff with them.