in honor of my misery i will post a snippet of my max/charles/carlos timeloop fic
He is tempted, for a moment, to turn towards Her and glare. He doesn't, only sighs and lets himself play with Charles' hair. Does he let Max hold him like this? Does they hold each other closer?
There are three of them who want Charles in ways different from the rest. He wants him, Max wants him, She wants him, and maybe Charles has just enough space in his heart for two. Maybe he doubts the way Charles still holds onto him, still blocks him from Her eyes.
Maybe Carlos feels just that little bit possessive enough to think he can share.
i wanna talk abt it so muchhh aaaaaaa was originally meant for whumptober but. i will not be able to finish all the chapters by then so it'll just be ch 1-2 ready for whumptober </3











