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Lama Island Sunset

Not really, just seeing him and being able to touch him is enough. However, for this next visit I would like to go to the beach, feel like having tons of sex, and actually sit down with him at a restaurant :)

Before I even went pee this morning, I dropped one of my black diamond earrings from Valentine's Day down the sink. Several tears later, the internet taught me how to take the sink apart.

My sweet new nanny couldn't handle today's visit. I don't blame her--my husband can't handle visits either. But yeah, she basically said "I love you guys but I'm quitting if I have to do visits." We love her so we're coping, but now I'll be commuting to Dallas six days a week. Oy.

My respite provider has been MIA since Monday, and we leave bright and early tomorrow am. I finally called my caseworker freaking the f out at 4:30 pm. She tried finding me someone else and then finally succumbed to calling this stay-at-home mom's husband at work. COME ON LADY, PICK UP YOUR PHONE. I've been trying to reach you for three whole days. Anyway I think the husband yelled at the wife because she called me back instantly and apologized. Wtf?

On a positive note: kids are asleep, I'm on my second beer (my first time finishing a beer in probably 6 months), and my wonderful, patient husband is cleaning the house. 

The kids have a 2 hour visit every Thursday.

Consequently, the first half of Thursday I am nervous about what will happen and I am sad for Spiderman who is devastated at the end of visits. The second half of Thursday I am angry because Spiderman is being a grumpy lil booger and his parents have done some new weird thing.

The kids leave our house clean and in cute outfits, I save the nicest clothes they have for Thursday. I don't know why. They leave the visit either dirty and crusty or in completely different clothes. Clothes that don't fit them...at all. Her in 2T and him in 4T, sometimes even 5T! Wth?? Yesterday she came home in size 5 diapers, 2 sizes too big. I leave my diaper bag with changes of clothes and extra diapers to avoid these very issues. Nope.

We had to request they stop bringing cookies and juice to visits, as Spiderman's dentist says he can't consume those due to his rotting teeth.

CPS says Spiderman hits his father during visits and displays other strange behavior that he doesn't at home with us. They think he's modeling what he has seen in the past. Sad.

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