#violets diary

Dear, Twisted people.

Hayden is gone.

 That crazy whore is gone, But truthfully she had gotten better over the last three years. Much better. The last three years we really were a family. Everyone in the murder house was happy or as happy as a ghost can be. Hayden's family never new she was dead, They thought she had moved to LA with my dad to start a new life and never had a chance to call back. What fools. Like really? A 21 year old girl runs of with a married man to LA to start there new life? Uh, okay.

She is off to San Diego to live with her one of her sisters.

Billie is going to keep in touch with her. She is still trying to find away we can all age from the age we were left at.

 I really fucking hope this works. 

I have been talking to Tate. He came by my room the other day while I was packing up my clothes and CDs. He said he was sorry for what he did and that he wishes he could go back and fix it. He also said he is going to kill his Devil son for me and other so people won't get hurt anymore. He even said he wants to kill his mother. I'm going to let him do it, He asked me if he should or not.

And we may or may not have kinda sorta made up and we may have had sex and he maybe is sitting right next to me packing his things up as I type this.

Don't judge me you ass holes. My life/After life I'll do what I want. I'm trying really hard to forgive him. He has changed, I know it. Even my damn dad said he is 'Cured' most of the bad things he did was due to not being loved. I think he is okay now. I do

I'll fill you fuckers in a bit later, If you see Hayden In  San Diego  tell her I said hi.

 Dear, Twisted kids

Nora was next.

The first ghost in the house, Nora. She is now gone too.

Charles and Nora left to go to heaven I think. Thats what she wanted but Charles wanted to stay here and do other things like be a doctor again.

In the end I think Nora won. Like always.

I cried a lot when Moira left and even a little more when Nora did. She was so lost before she killed her self. All she wanted was a baby, A family, A nice life. Thats what all of us want.

She left I want to say about a week ago. Maybe less. The house is kinda empty with out them.

That family was the first. The family that started it all.

What would I be doing right now if Charles didn't make this house? They did it some were else. Would Nora's baby not be chopped up in six damn pieces in jars right now in the basement? Where would Tate be? Addie? Hayden? Lizzie?

Who would we be? Where would we be? Would we be the same? Dead or alive?

Fucks you up a little once you think about it doesn't it?

I don't know who will be next, I think Billie said she was going to move Hayden's body in a few days. A lot of us can leave the ghost who are dead and in some grave yard. But they stay. We say our goodbyes one by one. Like a family. Untill everyone is out. Free of this fucked up hell hole we called home.

Oh look, Now I'm crying. This is bullshit I'll write again once the next soul leaves.

Dear, Twisted kids

Moria was the first to go. The little old maid got out. My Mom and Dad are out and getting new names, IDs, Everything. They'll be different people, Really we will start over. 

We are dead so we won't age. That makes me sad for the most part. Billie dean is trying to find away to kinda sorta have us be 'Alive' so we can be normal have birthdays, Be a family, Age, Grow up, So I can have a family some day, So Vivien and Ben can be grandparents one day.

When Moria left it was hard on all of us, Everyone loved her. Looked up to her. Nora and her had become great friends. The little girls in the basement, Larry's kids. Savannah and Jessie. They called her grandma. They even liked me and were like little sisters.

The day Moria left was hard, Everyone in the house said goodbye, Even Tate.

We all think she left to be with her mother in heaven or maybe she just will rome the world forever, Being a maid. Meeting new people. Not ageing. Being young sexy little maid to men, And little old women to ladies. living with out dieing. I wouldn't blame her.