Verridith, Carina, and Firedragonx will all be blocked going forward for posting and encouraging posts and messages threatening me and telling me to kill myself. You may still send in asks about them, but I will not be allowing them to speak here.
Also I’m not zoo staff, I work in a job that just happens to involve being hired by them but I am not employed by a singular zoo, but good guess.
Please be extremely wary of this group, while a bunch of sad internet strangers has no effect on me, if this is how they’re willing to behave and allow their side to behave in public towards an anonymous unrelated party, I have no idea how they must be treating victims.
Yes I consider them all complicit in this for not telling this person to delete it. Suicide baiting people is never okay.
Edit:
I’ve been informed and shown that Carina and another party do not approve of this. As such I’m editing this to make it clear that Carina and the other party both do not approve and do not want to be friends with this behavior.
As such I’m removing Carina’s tag. And I will remove the others if it comes to light they too have ditched this person or at least reprimanded them for it thoroughly.
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finally ip blocked by verridith.... i will no longer have to see that stupid thread yeehaw. anyways, carina is not someone who cares to change and verridith is a massive snake. and ik this is going to be very insane of me to say and i do apologise to the mod; verridith since ik you look at this blog, very interesting you're posting black dragons w/ yellow/sheeny accents all of a sudden. i love inspiring others <3
I actually have a strange amount of opinion on this particular drama overall, but a lot of it boils down to the fact that I think it's a little strange to brag about how many people are in a discord server helping a full grown adult (Isn't Carina in her 30s?) know right from wrong.
I'm going to discuss it further under a cut because I don't usually weigh in on drama like this unless it's on specific topics, but this one compels me. Hopefully I've worded this in such a way as to be understood.
Don't twist my words, I think it's good of people to help her regardless of which of the below is more or less true, she clearly unfortunately needs outside influences playing her conscience like Jiminy Cricket to keep her on track, but it seems like a strange thing to brag about.
The way I see it, Carina is either:
A fully autonomous clearheaded neurotypical adult and there's no issue with taking her to task for the prolonged history of theft (actual theft in the form of taking and leaking paid content, not just tracing or color-picking), stalking, and similar. Especially given Verridith accidentally spilling in my DMs that the stalking is still going on to some extent (I have already spoken to the affected party.) In which case it's a little bit embarrassing to brag that a fully autonomous clearheaded neurotypical adult needs the same 'learning right from wrong' support as an elementary schooler
or
Carina is not a fully autonomous clearheaded adult, and they have a neurodivergency or otherwise that causes them to act this way, in which case I think it's completely irresponsible that Verridith insists on consistently and loudly putting this vulnerable person in situations for more and more people to call her out, have eyes on her, or otherwise, and there shouldn't be bragging going on because you shouldn't feel the need to bang the drums to make sure all eyes are on the vulnerable person.
in short;
Is Carina an autonomous, clearheaded adult, and if so what is there to brag about Carina needing a discord full of people to teach her literal toddler lessons
Or
Is Carina somehow vulnerable or otherwise neurodivergent and the help is the help someone who is in some way disabled mentally or emotionally to the degree of needing that level of consistent support, in which case, why is Verridith forcing someone vulnerable into a never-ending spotlight?
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Update. I have been sent further evidence that Trix did not mean the apology given, and that she is saying even worse things in private. Here is an example of how this group behaved behind 'closed' doors:
This is the kind of person this group is friends with. This is the kind of behavior being encouraged via not being immediately called out and pushed back against.
This is how I, an unrelated third party, not even one of the actual targets of this ongoing mess, am being spoken about because I hosted, not even my own opinions, hosted boring nothing asks from other people on a tumblr blog about tracing spyro the dragon pixels.
Also my pronouns are None or Its, please do not misgender me while you tell me to kill myself if you can avoid it.
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I am rescinding my acceptance of the apology given immediately.
You absolutely told me to kill myself. Hashing out the details of what constitutes 'suicide baiting' should not even be a thought in your mind.
But if you want to, sure, let's do that.
For the record, the original meaning of Suicide Baiting as coined in 1981 is specifically about telling people to kill themselves. Now, the original meaning coined in 1981 by Leon Mann does make it clear the original definition applies to vulnerable and at-risk individuals, which I am not at this moment (Although I will not deny that my occasional suicidal ideation due to underlying conditions does make me vulnerable in a manner of speaking), but I think we can all agree the term has evolved a little beyond that.
In fact, the original definition of Suicide Baiting didn't involve the internet whatsoever, it was coined to refer to the crowds of people that would come to jeer at people about to kill themselves, usually by jumping off of buildings.
The modern definition as defined by the official Wikitionary is simply thus:
[ Plaintext:
Noun
suicide baitingÂ
Malicious encouragement of suicide. ]
Which Trix absolutely did. Cut and dry. They maliciously encouraged me to hang myself.
Either way, I do not accept the apology anymore, it clearly was not made in good faith if this was the followup.
The tweets above have been deleted. But I am archiving them here.
Posting this one in public even because I think some of you genuinely do not understand how absurd this expectation is.
No, I do not need to “do the legwork too.” You are the one making a claim. You are the one insisting someone is innocent or misunderstood or that context changes things. That means it is your responsibility to actually provide the relevant information in a coherent way instead of vaguely gesturing toward “go look through old forum posts yourself.”
And no, you getting a bad signal for a few minutes or even a few days or having to resend a link is not remotely equivalent to telling me to potentially spend multiple hours digging through toyhou.se forums, archives, screenshots, and user callout threads trying to reconstruct an argument you could have just presented yourself in the first place.
Especially because this is not my career. This is not my full time responsibility. This is a blog I run while juggling an actual life and actual work.
That 1-2 hours I spend digging through toyhou.se forums is 1-2 hours I could spend either resting or doing backend work connected to actual animal welfare and environmental work to protect the planet you people live on.
I have not been kicked by zebra, bruised by overly affectionate rhinos, or bitten by a sea lion just to come online and have a toyhou.se user involved in dragon drama lecture me about how I personally need to spend hours independently proving their argument for them because they cannot be bothered to compile their own evidence correctly.
If people are sending in evidence against someone, organized screenshots, timelines, links, explanations, then yes, if you disagree with those claims I expect you to do the exact same thing. Do the legwork. Compile your evidence. Explain your position clearly. Send in things that actually address the current issue being discussed instead of recycling old unrelated material and acting offended when it does not magically settle everything.
But do not come into my notes already being rude and confrontational while simultaneously expecting me to do unpaid investigative work on your behalf.
And definitely do not try to frame yourself as being in an even vaguely similar situation to me workload-wise because I do not for one second believe it took you over an hour to retrieve and send a single link.
I'm sorry, but this is ridiculous to even begin to say or push.
I'm posting this on behalf of someone who DM'd the page directly to me.
Regarding Carina Ayland's harassment of a user on Artfight. The anonymous user states that they are exclusively sending this in as evidence that despite Verridith's words, Carina has been engaging in this behavior as recently as 4/26/2026, and that they are only sending it because they're irritated by Verridith's arguing otherwise in the notes here.
It will be hosted under a cut.
TL;DR What has happened is Carina gifted an OC to someone and then two years later after that person had been writing, drawing, and RPing that OC for the last 2 years, went "nevermind, you can't use it any more because I want it" and is trying to claim that's a formal reclaim. Just. In case that's not apparent. toddler trying to steal toys out of someone else's hands and getting mad when people go "no actually I am going to continue to use my character"
11/12/2022 -Â Carina makes a character called Polaris, created for the Destiny Intertwined setting for a clan called Northwind.
11/14/2022 -Â CrayonSoup posts her Northwind character, Sanctus.
11/14/2022, 4 hours later -Â Carina posts a redesign of Polaris to resemble Sanctus more closely.
10/7/2023 -Â Constelia checks in with Carina and makes sure permissions are in order. Quote Carina:Â "No strings attached, Polaris is entirely Stelia's"Â
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7/13/2025 - Carina comments on Constelia's upload of Polaris on ArtFight asking to be credited, then edits it to say that she believes that Constelia's redesign is different enough from hers.
7/18/2025 - Carina posts a ref of her Polaris that resembles Constelia's redesign more than it resembles Carina's original. Constelia is not informed of any "reclaim", but the design description states that any other versions are stolen
3/8/2026 -Â Constelia and another artist (DrakiLady) redesign their Polaris to resemble other existing members of Northwind.
4/9/2026 -  Carina sends a somewhat inappropriate (Mod Note: I changed the wording here to make it less ableist admittedly) message to Constelia making demands and telling Constelia she's been gaslit or something, and then "apologizing" for doing this same thing with another one of Constelia's designs previously.
In plain text below:
Hello Constelia, I'm messaging you solely to set the record straight with you once and for all. I don't want a reply. I want you to read, understand, and act as necessary. Without violating the privacy of this DM, please. I am here to solve things, not make them worse. This isn't an attack. This is an enlightening final message to you and you alone. I feel as though you lied to me, and everyone, about how you didn't steal from another artist, and that I "manipulated you into stealing a design" which several people have claimed. You lied to me a second time, stating you never felt such a way. That was not only hurtful but also to me, a display of how far you will go to save your face, all because you're a part of a toxic clique (in Destiny Intertwined) which you didn't want to disappoint when you were caught stealing. (Again, apparently, even though I considered it hearsay at the time.) DI is very toxic, and has changed you for the worse.
This has made me feel like you either stole on purpose to see if you could get away with it like others have due to favouritisms, or to see if you could hit the last nail on my coffin, since I had my own problems to deal with already. Â With that said, I'm here to list what I expect of you:
Remove your posts on Twitter/X about me, including whatever else defamatory messages DrakiLady added.* These issues have been laid to rest.*
Clean my name from all your public socials.
Never speak my name again unless it's to give me my due credits for your "redesigns" of Orion and Polaris. I want my name visible on their ref sheets as "original concept by CarinaAyland". (Regarding my Polaris, I will make my own adjustments)
Refusal to comply, will eventually result in escalation. This is your last chance to fix things with me. Just like I was given the chance to fix mine. About Solyne: you have my sincere apology for backtracking on the voidance. I was unreasonably attached to a design, one that you hyped me about, and I also had unhealthy company that only fed my already wrong ideals.
At the time, it also felt justified to use basic things like the colors for one design, and the loose features for another, especially after losing a relevant sum in the transactions. It was never done out of pettiness nor with harmful intention. Â Yet your poor behavior certainly didn't make it any easier to question my own poor decisions. The designs are currently being reworked with the individual that was most harmed in the ordeal. And the voidance is henceforth respected. However, you should also know that you displayed a high level of not just pettiness but also hypocrisy when you did an unsanctioned redesign of Solyne for Astarphel, solely to be in good terms with him. A redesign that was basically what you should've done in the first place, when you were first accused of theft.
Had that been the outcome, instead of you doing a couple of changes, nobody would've been upset with you. You want others to respect you but you don't respect anyone. Not even yourself anymore. You wouldn't have been stressed into guilt tripping your genuine client and friend, that only wanted to support you, for a refund they never wanted to go through with because you needed the income, yet they accepted anyways. Because said individual prioritized your mental health over pixels. Only for you to have such awful actions, for whatever reasons only you know. In the future, give respect where due, use empathy and compassion, maybe get away from DI's toxicity. Please. I genuinely hope you will amend these toxic attitudes, as they only make you and those around you look bad.
Regardless of what the Clique wants you to do. That's not healthy for yourself nor any hope of sincere friendships, because not everyone is as dumb as those around you make you think they are. Thank you for your cooperation, and may our paths never cross again. Sincerely: I wish you a better life, and may things go up for you from here onwards.
4/23/2026 -Â Carina reposts Polaris with... "edits". And a statement that Polaris was "recalled" and is "stolen".
4/26/2026 - Through Linsaangs as a mediator, Carina demands that Constelia changes Polaris to not have a black head. Carina did not come up with this marking, as seen above: the original Polaris did not have this marking until Polaris was edited to resemble Crayon's character. The black head marking is indicative of Destiny Intertwined's worldbuilding and Northwind lore. After some discussion, Carina says she'll drop it and she recognizes that Constelia's updated character does not resemble hers.
Sometime in the last couple days idk when exactly- Carina uploads her "updated" Polaris to ArtFight openly asking people to report Constelia's character as theft, including with a direct link to Constelia's profile.Â
Submitting this design as a formal reiteration of ownership.
ATTENTION - This character is considered stolen as of 2026 by ConsteliaArts who has not taken down the character from her socials yet https://artfight.net/character/4649167.polaris. Kindly report it (as well as any unauthorised redesigns) for theft. Thank you!
Details: Due to the continued false accusations, public slander and other grievous attitudes, Polaris (peviously a gift) was recalled in 2025, and an official statement was made in 2026. However the character remains on this users' socials despite having no rights to it.
Furthermore, two redesigns were made of it, first were adjustments to fit another world which kept the character much the same; the second was an entirely unauthorized design *after* a statement had already been made public about the character returning to its rightful designer and owner (myself).
Once the design has been appropriately taken down this description will be wiped of any mentions of the problem or the user.
