#trix-master

This is the kind of person this group is friends with. This is the kind of behavior being encouraged via not being immediately called out and pushed back against.

This is how I, an unrelated third party, not even one of the actual targets of this ongoing mess, am being spoken about because I hosted, not even my own opinions, hosted boring nothing asks from other people on a tumblr blog about tracing spyro the dragon pixels.

I am rescinding my acceptance of the apology given immediately.

You absolutely told me to kill myself. Hashing out the details of what constitutes 'suicide baiting' should not even be a thought in your mind.

But if you want to, sure, let's do that.

For the record, the original meaning of Suicide Baiting as coined in 1981 is specifically about telling people to kill themselves. Now, the original meaning coined in 1981 by Leon Mann does make it clear the original definition applies to vulnerable and at-risk individuals, which I am not at this moment (Although I will not deny that my occasional suicidal ideation due to underlying conditions does make me vulnerable in a manner of speaking), but I think we can all agree the term has evolved a little beyond that.

In fact, the original definition of Suicide Baiting didn't involve the internet whatsoever, it was coined to refer to the crowds of people that would come to jeer at people about to kill themselves, usually by jumping off of buildings.

The modern definition as defined by the official Wikitionary is simply thus:

[ Plaintext:

Noun

suicide baiting 

Malicious encouragement of suicide. ]

Which Trix absolutely did. Cut and dry. They maliciously encouraged me to hang myself.

Either way, I do not accept the apology anymore, it clearly was not made in good faith if this was the followup.

God at least my apology was an actual apology. And people got on my ass INSISTING it wasnt even though it. Literally was. Like my apology

-outlined what I did wrong

-acknowledged the harm i caused

-apologized

-outlined what steps I planned to take to improve.

This has. None of that.

Tower I'm sorry you gotta deal with this shit. Hope youre doing okay. And its been a hot minute hi

-Arc, on anon cause i deleted my blog and am browsing tumblr through a headmate's burner and im not outing him lol. Im thriving btw

Seriously, I've genuinely received more thoughtful well structured apologies from science camp camp kindergarteners when working with them.

Though best for everyone involved. Please leave them be. Before I learned of you, it appears that you were exploiting my friends especially those with mental disabilities, for pure unadulterated entertainment. To the point where things could've been a lot worse (on par with what I told you to do). Which is why I snapped at you the way that I did. I pray that you can at least understand that. My friends held me to account for my reckless behavior even though to some, I should be able to do that. Though I also rather have friends that will help understand the severity of the situation than all the running back forth of back door messenger on tumblr of all places. That said. I am sorry. Leave my friends out of this please. They already have a lot of issues with Somekh involved, they don't need this. Along with you not needing this. Thanks for reading at least. ~Trix-Master

This is not a real apology.

The absolute gall to even put this in my inbox is absolutely astounding.

The bonus is another involved party only seemed to care because their personal trigger is hanging and not because someone they associate with and are friends with suicide baited another human being. Including how exhausting allowing their friends to do that is for them personally like that matters at that point.

https://toyhou.se/~tickets/create/user/36214

https://artfight.net/~trix-master

https://the-fluffin-werehug.tumblr.com

i dont think im crossing any lines but if you think its not worth posting or its pushing things i get it. At least you can block the person doing this on other platforms

Thank you, I appreciate it.

I'm not willing to out my main Toyhou.se or link it to this one, so sadly I can't report her for doing this to me, and I don't use Artfight because I don't draw, but I can and will give other people the chance to block her if nothing else.

I will also be adding her tumblr and toyhou.se tags to the previous posts.