I wish someone would just force me to take T , rub t gel on me in my sleep, hold me down and inject it into my thigh. I want to be more masculine and i think things would be better if I was. But im not strong enough
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I wish someone would just force me to take T , rub t gel on me in my sleep, hold me down and inject it into my thigh. I want to be more masculine and i think things would be better if I was. But im not strong enough

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I just gotta say something about this whole "protect the kids" thing re: censorship.
It's never been about protecting the kids. It never was and it never will be. The government doesn't care about protecting the kids. They don't care if kids are looking up porn or firearms or napalm recipes or whatever. And some folks won't like this, but it's not the governmentβs responsibility to manage what people's kids do online anyway. That's a parent's job.
Just like I donβt care what random kids do online either because they aren't my kids to raise. You wouldn't go up to a stranger and ask them to monitor your kids' internet use would you? No. So why should the government be involved either? But that's not my point.
My point is that so many people are looking at the wrong thing here imo. This is a situation where you literally gotta say fuck them kids and look past that to realize that if we let them get away with this it's going to come back around bigger and nastier. There is no reason for this outside of setting up the baseline for enacting a surveillance state. It is 100% about control. Say goodbye to online anonymity.
Next thing you know, your internet is being suspended because you made a snide comment about the president on Twitter.
im terrified of forgetting
i keep memento after memento after memento i hold on tight because if i don't hold a physical reminder i won't remember
i won't remember
i won't remember
i won't remember
I NEVER REMEMBER I NEVER REMEMBER IT ALL FADES AND I WANT TO HOLD ONTO IT WITH CLAWS SO THICK THEY COULD SERVE AS PRISON BARS
if i keep it all safe I'll never forget. I'll never need to remember. if i lock it all up tight if i pull it all under my wing it won't vanish like everything and everyone ever does
all the good people the good memories all the bad experiences and the pains it's all the same in the end
banished to the void of forgetfulness
of simple mindedness
of single minded determination to grab hold of the happiness everyone tells me i deserve
ill take swing after swing after swing and grab hold of everything I've lost and keep it safe
memento after memento after memory
what remains?
what's here.
all i have is clouds, my head so far in the sky
what I say: I'm lonely
what I mean: I'm at a low point emotionally and feel worried about bothering the same 3 friends too much bc I worry about being too needy and commanding too much of their time
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what I say: I wish I had more friends
what I mean: I desire more strong relationships where I can combat my worries more readily and easily with my own trust and facts
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what I say: I'm bored/nothing is good
what I mean: things that normally hold my attention just fine aren't working right now because either I do them too much on my own or I really just desire companionship in the endeavor
Ok so finally, FINALLY I think I'll be off to rehab either tomorrow or at least within the next few days and my anxiety is going through the roof. Like calm the fuck down brain we both want and need this stop stressing me out over something I WANT TO DO

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we have gotten more spam calls in the last two months than we think we've gotten in the rest of our life put together and it's driving us absolutely insane. someone should invent a way to forward all spam calls to our local representatives or something so maybe they'd actually do something about them.
Wow....I can't even go five hours at work without a mental breakdown....how am I going to sustain myself for the next fifty years if I can't get through five hours of work....
My memory is really fucking bad. Like so bad.
My wife told me I had a busy day and I was like "??? No???" And she listed off some things I did today that I just... Didn't remember. At all. Nothing. I know that they got done, and it makes logical sense that they must have happened today, but do I remember them? No. Not at all.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why does my memory fail me so easily?
Why can't I get a doctor to take me seriously??