God I'm trying to once again update my wardrobe and having to buy bigger clothes because I'm fatter really upsets me 🙃
I'd probably starve myself if I didn't like food as much as I do

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God I'm trying to once again update my wardrobe and having to buy bigger clothes because I'm fatter really upsets me 🙃
I'd probably starve myself if I didn't like food as much as I do

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I really want a new laptop cause I'm tired of using my phone all the time...and currently laptop is 11yrs old (she still going strong but slow) and yea I have a badass iPad but I really just get bored holding my lpad because its just a giant phone. So a friend showed me a good laptop to get thats for gaming too. But as much as I want it... i desperately don't wanna spend the money.. because I dont NEED a laptop its a want not a need. And so then k cycle back to oh its okay your laptop now is old af.. but then I correct myself no uou have ipad.. then I tell myself but its oaky to spend money on yourself.. you have 300 bucks from christmas use it to pay almost have the new laptops payment. But then I know if I pay the laptop ima be happy yet really fucking hate myself that I wasted money on something so... unneeded 😭 like what if I lost my job..or an emergency happen.. then im liek fuck that 700ish could HAVE HELPED ME.
Aniexty sucks..
Its crazy that you appeared in my dream, haven't in months, and you broke my heart all over again with texts in my dreams. Dream me thought I was dreaming and if I awoke you and I wouldn't have broken up.
It was like feeling all the grief and pain again when the real me realized I was dreaming and had to tell dream me that... we broke up few years ago and waking up was already the end.
It hurt to wake up and remember how much I loved you then how much I hurt all at once again.
Sometimes the hardest part isn't letting go but rather learning to start over - Nicole Sobon.
Fuck my manager and all her fucking bullshit. Tell me that you can schedule people to open who don't know how because since im there overnight that I CAN do both the opening and overnight cleaning. Like okay whatever ima deal with it i need the money.
But when i ask the fucking biitch coworker to get me paper towels to CLEAN woth because we use about 3 a day and we have 5 left. And she tells me that the manager says NO because if not less than five ITS TOO MANY ??????
excuse the fuck out of me, but im the one doing all the cleaning and should have paper towels. Like okay bitch fine. Fucking fiiiine.
I wont do your bullshit opening shit in the morning if thats how its gonna be. Have fun doing everything in the small hour of time you have to have it all in by.
Seriously its time for a new job. Im burnt out and this place is a joke with management.
SEEMS LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE OUT OF FRIENDS WHO IS ALONE ON NYE! ITS COOL

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I never realized how many people make baby/abortion/sex jokes until this week.
For the record, just because someone likes a few material things doesn’t mean that person is a bad person or has an awful personality. We are allowed to love certain things, but that doesn’t define someone as a person.
Interview was just a waste of time, was told the spot was already filled after I arrived.
However, I did receive a call from some of my contacts here in town who found a doctor that can help me with getting started on HRT. The bad news is that they require me to go see a basic family doctor and get a referral to their office. They don't even need medical history just a note that says 'Hey we need you to help this patient'. Wtf...?
So tomorrow I have an appointment to go be poked by some doctors-- which is going to take yet another chunk of funds out of my savings. Oh and the endo for my HRT is about to go on maternity leave next week until June.
So yeah, hopefully I can get this doctor appointment done and call their office and maybe sneak in before I have to wait four months?
Guuuuuuuuh. /goes back to bed.