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Takový práce jsem si dala, abych si odfiltrovala všechen Good Omens obsah z dashe, dokud se na to sama nepodívám. A pak v nestřežené chvíli vlezu na Pinterest a je po prdeli, viděla jsem věci. Hodně věcí. Tak teď už fakt není kam spěchat. Až to bude, tak to bude.
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Sometimes I doubt my non-binaryhood. After all, I am ok with being a she, having a female body and wearing dresses. In a way, I am very straight, if an enby can be. So sometimes I'm like, have I made a big fuss about nothing?
And then I am hit with a gender dysphoria in the male direction, walking into a concert of Jesus Christ Superstar and seeing the guy who sings Jesus, realising that I might never have such a voice, such body, that I might never be just some guy, and it hurts.
And mere minutes later there's a new girl in the choir and I want to be her so badly, not sure if I have a crush or if it's just dysphoria again, just in the other direction, I feel too big and clumsy and I am painfully aware of my short hair, and it hurts.
So yeah. I guess I am non-binary after all. It would just be nice to find a way to be, without this kind of pain. I believe that it's possible, and if I have to transition for that, I will. It would just be nice to know that it's what I want - because when I look in the mirror and see myself with a male haircut, it feels wrong too.
I just want to find something that feels right.
i wonder where i saw that thing that was like - when you struggle with your mental health, you can't even have a bad day or week in peace because you are immediately thinking is it getting bad again?? am i slipping into a depressive episode again??
idk whether it was a tumblr post or an article or a pastel insta infographic (even though the last one is highly unlikely)
but i found myself thinking about that today when i realized that while yes, maybe you can say that *gestures vaguely* those things have taken a toll on my mental health, - i realized that in am simply once again filled with
SO
MUCH
FUCKING
RAGE
that I don't know what to do with it anymore
it's not just depression and other "normal" stuff, rage and anger are the reason i have been having so many vivid dreams and nightmares and why i feel like shit at least half of the time
I know I should take peace in the things that are good, and I have been lucky to have plenty of those; I know that I could channel the rage and make it a driving force to do good
but i am also exhausted and i am not able to stop feeling like things in general are turning into shit in rapid speed at a massive scale and i know that desperation is not useful at all but desperation is ultimately what my rage always transforms to
i really wish to find a way to just put it aside and find solace in working for a better world, but i feel like it's getting harder and harder with every news article about palestine, with every public figure saying stupid shit like "public transport has bad reputation because it's so cheap so we should deifnitely raise the ticket prices", with every app update sneaking in a line about AI training, with Tumblr and Wordpress deciding to sell our creativity in the exact moment I set up a wordpress blog, with every job listing in which a billion crown company is both bragging about billion crowns sales and offering 27 000 CZK for a full-time position (which is about 22 300CZK after taxes which is about 900 EUR if I am counting correctly or 950 USD and also 27000 is the rent we three roommates pay for an apartment), and I wonder how and if i ever find a way out of this
the fact that one of our cats is sick and I'm taking him to the vet daily does not really help
Kategorie: Ventilace
Objednávám své kamarádce něco z nějakého e-shopu, balíček nechávám posílat přes Zásilkovnu. Až příliš pozdě mi dojde, že objednávka jde do v
"...Přemýšlím, kolik Zásilkovna zaplatila za ten příjemný mužský hlas v telefonu. Kolik zaplatila za to, abych se já cítila jako blbec při onom důrazném vyslovování “ano” a “ne”, zatímco jsem bývala klidně mohla jen mačkat jedna a dva. Kolik je stálo to, že když jsem se konečně dovolala člověku, toužila jsem na někoho křičet. (Kolik je stálo tohle všechno a jak jednoduše by to šlo obejít, kdyby někdo do návodu napsal o jednu větu navíc.)"
už několik měsíců jsem neměla jen tak jídlo venku, protože je to pro mě drahý
každej den se probudím a mám v inboxu Palestince a Palestinky, kteří se zoufale snaží dostat pryč z Gazy, vím, že jim teď nemůžu poslat víc než jen pár euro
Notino začalo prodávat parfém pro psy
já už mám fakt pocit, že žiju v nějaký satiře
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why is the world so fucking heavy today
This Christmas break I am once again reminded that I simply need more rest than is considered normal by many people around me. Free evening and a good 8 hour sleep is not enough to fix me. I need 50 percent of "doing something" and 50 percent of "doing nothing" or the exhaustion just starts cumulating inside me.
The only thing I did yesterday was travel, sleep, watch YouTube videos and pet cats. I was thinking, well, today I should be mostly fine? And I am. Not. Taking tomorrow to rest and hope I will be fresh the day after as I am planning to go to Bratislava. We'll see how that goes. So much for me always wondering why I do so little during the holidays. I literally have to put in at least 1 do nothing day for every do something day. And the last week or two have been an awful rollercoaster so...
Je mi fakt zle, když vidím plán naší firmy na příští rok. Vidíme to tam všichni, kdo nemá v názvu pozice písmenka C a O. Jakože chci čapnout naše investory a zopakovat si starý dobrý zvyk defenestrace. Je mi líto těch, co ty věci kupujou a myslej si, že jen kvůli tomu, že je to drahý a má to na sobě nějakou posloupnost písmenek, kterou rozpoznáváte z médií, že to má takovou hodnotu. Kurva já jdu blejt.
