I think ppl don't appreciate "But I cannot believe that that is all there is" enough
in my heart of hearts the core of Black Sails isn't "freedom in the dark" or even "a story is true, a story is untrue", it's "I cannot believe we are so poorly made as that."
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names that are ok: brother, sister, mom (and any version), dad (and any version), friend, best friend, girl, boy, daughter, son, child, kiddo (currently preferring more mask names)
names that are not ok: mommy or daddy (unless I give you permission), grandma/grandpa/any others, any slurs or curse words (unless we're close)
age: 17
LDS
Bi and Trans
doctor diagnosed: anxiety, depression, autism
speculated: osdd and adhd
age regressor and caregiver :)
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dms: open!!! please interact! (no explicit images)
boundaries: please don't talk about you yourself using weed or vapes on my blog. I personally have a ton of trauma around weed and vaping specifically and I don't care if you use it, I just wouldn't like people to brag to me. I don't care if it comes up in conversation, I will just ask to change the subject
also if you blocked me or I blocked you, you can still always reach out to me to try again. I believe in having the ability to move past mistakes ^^
tw: ed, sh, mental health, everything else in-between ( #currently not well id the gah I'll try to use for any and all tw situations. and I will also try to tag other things but I suck at tagging)
jirai / grunge / bit of a yandere:)
please pursue. I wanna be obsessed over someone
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dc rp: @jokers-little-jester
vent blog: @v-for-venting
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shows:
jjk
mha
owl house
avatar the last Airbender
kaiju #8
teen titans original animated series
ninjago
movies:
iron lung
project hail Mary
Captain America winter soldier
dead poet society
the dark night
characters:
mahito (jjk)
gojo (jjk)
slade (dc)
neil (dps)
joker (dc)
scarecrow (dc)
Red Hood (dc)
bucky (marvel)
Hunter (toh)
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Minecraft
roblox (mainly play with my sisters)
mobile games
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BIG GAMING 64!!! his videos have gotten em through the worst days, please check him out, even if it's just for buddy time
barley the burr
matpat
sellsword arts
ashur gharavi
shlatt
Carson
clawed beauty
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purple
chickens
geese
fan fics
writing
people
purple
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I don't really have a dni, just don't be a jerk. also I am a minor, but I really like being flirted with
this blog will have triggering topics such as sh, ed, suicide, drugs, alcohol, self hate, blood, and many things like that. I will try to tag but we tend to forget. a friendly reminder to tag something is always helpful!
I have a lot of mental struggles and will post about them
I have rejection sensitivity
I am an age regressor and will post things like that
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I'm a bit of a yandere and am currently looking for another yandere my age. I want to obsess over someone but I'll warn you I'm a lot
He comes to the house and Niko doesn’t move. Hela is next to her, holding her hand, Elijah is talking to him, her skin is cold and prickles at the back of her neck. She can't hear anything, her eyes flick around her family, hoping one of them would stop this, Erika is holding Hela's hand and Hela is clinging to her side, glaring at him, and Niko feels sick.
She wants to go over, she wants to help, but she can't move. It's like watching a carriage tip over, there's nothing she can do, she's just a girl, and she hates it, her vision blurs with the tears that come so easily to her but this time they make her mad. What right does she have to cry? Her teeth ache to rip into his throat, she aches to lunge, to rip, to tear, but he's so much bigger than her, she's just a girl, she can't speak, she can't even scream. She holds onto to the necklace her mother gave her, wishing she could give it to Erika to protect her from this.
Erika screams. She cries. She begs. She pleads. Niko has never seen so much emotion from her, never seen her sister visibly suffer, show pain, show fear. But it doesn’t work. Not a single second of it helps. Father holds Rebekah in his lap, bouncing his leg and ignores Erika entirely, and mother….
Niko has never seen mother so cruel.
Hela paces, scheming. She's fifteen to Niko's eighteen, and she's already braver, fiercer. Marta mimics her pacing, following her around in circles.
"You're not helping me, Niko!" She snarls, and Niko shakes her head.
"How am I meant to help you if you've been pacing in silence?" Niko snapped back. "It's a bad idea to interfere. If mother would do this to her, what do you think she'd do to us if she found out we were meddling?" Hela stops abruptly, then almost topples over when Marta runs directly into the back of her legs. She picks her up and forcefully, but somehow still gently, shoves her into Niko's arms.
"Go. Away," Hela says softly to Niko, and she looks, murderous.
Erika flies around the house, making preparations, snapping at Niko and Elijah constantly. Remember to do this. Elijah make sure so and so always gets such and such on Fridays, Niko, you'll have to take over caring for Hela and Marta, Marta needs such and such herb daily for her digestion, don't forget, don't forget, do not, forget.
Niko feels dizzy, as he stands in the doorway, Erika's husband. He's talking, to Elijah, smiling, laughing, and she feels numb. There's a sound she's never heard crawling up her throat that gets lodged as Elijah smiles and laughs and makes him promise to treat Erika well and Erika's head snaps over to the two of them.
Niko can't hear, anything anymore. The necklace feels warm on her chest and she's chopping herbs, trying to replicate the example that Erika showed her, trying, so hard, not to cry again. Father has left town, he took Rebekah, he won't be back in time for the wedding, and Niko doesn’t know if that's better or worse. Her visions blurred again, and there's, she thinks there's blood.
Her fist curls around the knife, uncurls, curls again. Elijah would stop her, she thinks, Donovan would stop her, she could hurt Erika or Elijah, and she doesn’t do it.
Later she realizes there's a dark mark on her shirt while she washes it, like something burned it. She doesn’t know why.
Erika is now married, and Hela clings to her side during the village celebration, she's crying.
Niko is crying.
It happened.
Somehow.
She doesn’t understand. Her heart is lurching in her chest. Esther has gathered Hela and dragged her away from Erika, and Erika is leaving with him, and Niko can't move. There is something animal in her that wants to rip it's way free and hunt him in the night.
She doesn’t move.
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ngl im glad we lay low most of the time and dont post too many opinions cause tumblr is like... our only social media basically for the past 15 years at this point