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Unfortunately, on the other end, I encountered a less motivated vet who referred to my cat as a 'geriatric relic' (Modì is 16 years old, ndr). As I've immediately mentioned to him, the purpose of the game is to grow old. He called me touchy and "cat mom" (who I am indeed, otherwise i wouldn't have adopted Modì). What makes me sad, is that many associate old with useless or worse, disposable.

In the meantime, Modì has won a supply of new - outrageously expensive- food and the attention of all my friends who drop by with the most unlikely excuses just to see how he's doing. Seeing him improve makes me only think that I'm really glad that arrogant vet is already a memory.

Modì thanks everyone for the attention!

Today is not a happy day but I am glad that it doesn't ended sad.

I woke up in the wrong side of bed today and it's my birthday for the cake sake but I am really not in the mood, the skies feels me and poured a heavy rain, no stars nor moon appears but I am glad to the smiles and laughter of my friends, my moods lifted up. I don't know why I am so irritated today, so annoying buwan hahahaha I just wanna say sorry to everyone who gets to experience the annoying me.

Nonetheless, I am grateful for today because God allows me again to experience life for another year. It may not smooth as it is but it is wonderful with its bumps. I've experience alot every year, hospital becomes a necessary place for me, nurses becomes my friends, needles becomes a savior and patients becomes a companion but more than that life is still beautiful. Pain to learn, life to live and people to love. Fighting!

Again, Happy birthday to me. 😘

"Life may not go the way you wanted it but as long as you are capable of smiling, you are good to go."

I, who accompany her to every appointment as a good worried big sister, spend my mornings watching them dance, laughing with the main dentist behind their back cause they're hilarious.

He is showering her with compliments at every step, playing the rampant professional to impress her and dropping questions. "You're my favourite patient forever" , "you're so brave cause you're not scared", " you must be so clever to work for the University " this was this morning's refrain.

My sis doesn't care at all, because she hasn't noticed anything, basically she never does. She's there for her teeth, so it's all about the teeth.

He's trying his best poor soul, but my sis doesn't perceive health workers as people, let alone him.

I spotted her telling him " I couldn't stand watching down people's mounth every day for living, it's gross" and he, with puppy eyes replied "But I had to get a degree to do that ".

Poor baby.

I'm curious because the root canal cure will be finished in two sessions and I can't wait to see how this soap opera of ours will end.

I'm rooting for you, young dentist.

Stealing this from @lamnwar, as it's hyper cute! 🃏

link to picrew here !

🕹In real life im a slightly shy girl that tends to run on caffeine and dresses in uniform (as working in health care). Being on training means i never quite get the idea of what I'm called for so '?' its the perfect fit.

👩‍💻 Online and in my private life I'm just the same girl, but way more relaxed! I can show my loving side more and i feel less under pressure. Uh, i can dress in colors and share lighter topics.

⭕Yes, im a redhead (not natural, tho!) ⭕

Random thoughts

Today I was asked three times if I was expecting a baby, then I was pointed out that I had put on weight, then I was asked why I had put on weight. I met people I hadn't seen for a year or more and I think (hope) there was only curiosity in their question. I didn't take offence, I ate too much pizza and I've noticed for a while that my clothes are a bit tighter than usual, but pizza is good and it's getting nice and warm here, so I can abandon public transport, walk more and eventually eat more pizza get the old fitting.

But..

These questions are just the ones not to ask.

Not so lightly. There are people who suffer a lot, people who can't and struggle, and they must be respected and protected.

Thank you to everyone who has inspired, supported, tolerated and guided me over the past month. Thank you to those who knew and stayed and thank you to those who left. Thank you to those who noticed that something was not working and had the delicacy not to ask, but thank you also thank you to those who asked, because there is nothing I like better than knowing that people are themselves with me.

February really was a merry-go-round of worry and anxiety, but it came to pass. March got off to a tiring start but is making up for it. As the wise man says, "If a problem has a solution, it is not a problem", so I'm blessed and im gonna be fine, I just had to change POV.

I will continue from here, but first I wanted to say thank you, because you are a wonderful community and such a amazing group of friends.

Eve, what a pleasure to get an ask from you. Hope the day is super smooth in your country 😘

Well, that thing is personal but not so personal to be unshareable so... I was born of 7 months, in my country there's a superstition saying that 7 months children are demons' children. My grandmother wanted to provide a special blessing to 'erase the mark' but thankfully my parents weren't so ignorant. Then I was educated in a nun school ( not to be a nun but it was the best school here, my parents were inflexible on education) and I was kinda too alive for them, but I had great time. My dad found it the funniest thing ever, so he started to call me angel for contrast. Growing up this became a kind of refrain, a sweet complaint for my character which has very sharp edges at times (I'm the classical good person that you have to run from when gets mad at you, but it happens once in a blue moon and for very deep motivation).

Then I met Daiki and he's a kind of sexy demon, so the line is settled that way, expecially after @storyhuntress13 wrote this amazing story for me.

Thank you so much for asking,

See you soon 😽

🎴Mine is my adored Jane Eyre , and this is a photo of the original book my family got me on my 18th birthday with the illustration from Edmund Garrett. I'll be forever bounded to that book, it talks to my soul, and it's so me, actually.