I hate it so much when I have a medical problem that I can't really talk about with my parents or anyone who can help.
Like, I tried out a vape for the first time (I know I know, shut up) and I'm not sure if I got an electric shock, or what I felt was the normal sensation that's supposed to be or something idk, and obviously my friends aren't doctors or adults who know what should I do, and I can't tell my parents for obvious reasons so I can't ask about it and we can't go to the doctor's and yk
And of course, I'm okay (other than that I feel bad because I'm anxious, and idk if it's because I did get electric shock or I'm just anxious, which makes me more anxious) but a few days later I could get a blood clot because of it or something if it wasn't actually normal
