hi, same anon that asked why you got the amputation. That's absolutely terrifying (full clarity I'm deathly scared of amputation so was curious why anyone would want one), thank you so much for being so honest and explaining! While I'm very concerned for your mental health that you hurt yourself to get an amputation, I'm glad that whatever weight was on you has lifted and I really hope you can heal (physically and mentally) <3
yeah its probably scary to most people but i was v calm for the whole process. i do know im probably severely mentally ill but no one will work w me so i dont have much chance at getting better :/ my desire to amputate got me rejected from every treatment center so idk lol. i am healing well the pains v minimal and i have friends helping me w cooking/cleaning/getting to appointments ^^
