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12. saddest song you know

Probably Mars by Sleeping At Last

22. A song to jam out to at 4am

I mean….4am by Huntar is fitting, but Bad Dreams by Alec King and Danrell is pretty good as well

24. A song that calms you down

Dear future me,

how is the world? How is the nature? Do the trees have leaves as you’re reading this? Are they summer green or red, brown and yellow like in the autumn? It is summer as I write this and the temperatures are being ridiculously hot :D I have a bit too many flowers in my house and probably more are coming as I am quite the plant hoarder.

Have you followed any of the plans I’ve made? Did you already write the books I’ve been planning? How did they turn out? I’ve accidentally created a fourth story and I should start thinking how to keep the stories apart haha.

Did you already change your name? How did the family react to it? I’ve been thinking of doing that for quite some time now and yesterday a friend asked me if he could change my contact name to Ruska in his phone, which made me very happy. I hope you can still remember the little thing he did that made you so happy.

75. Have you ever sang karaoke?

Does playing singstar count? If so, then yes :D

83. Have you ever glued your hand to something?

Nope but once I accidentally dropped super glue on my pants and they got glued on my leg. That hurt

87. Have you ever sat on a roof top?

RULES: tag 9 people with excellent taste tagging anyone who wants to do this, as usual!

LAST:

Last drink: water

Last phone call: mom

Last txt msg: the kissy face emoji to my mom

Last song you listened to: Confrontation - Les Mis

Last time i cried: idk

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: no

Been cheated on: no

Kissed someone and regretted it: no

Lost someone special: not really

Been depressed: probably

Been drunk and thrown up: no

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: yes!

Fallen out of love: no

Laughed until you cried: probably

Met someone who changed you: idk

Found out who your true friends are: idk

Found out someone was talking about you: no

GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: ~15 or so, though I haven’t seen lots of them in a while

Do you have any pets: a cat named Callie!

Do you want to change your name: maybe, it is something have seriously considered, but I really like my name?? idk but I know what I’d change it to if I did

What time did you wake up this morning: 10:15 I think

What were you doing last night: on the computer at my aunt’s house

Name something you cannot wait for: summer!!!

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: probably, but not anyone I remember

What’s getting on your nerves rn: doing chores???? idk

Blood type: A something, I think

Nicknames: technically Anna is a nickname

Status: ????? what status???? this is such a vague question????

Zodiac: Virgo

Pronouns: she/her

Favorite tv show: idk?????? atla maybe???

High School: currently a sophomore

College: yes but im scared

Hair color: brown

Short: ????????? i’m not short but this is also a really vague question???

Do you have a crush on someone: *loud aromantic laughter*

What do you like about yourself: idk i guess i can sing nice

Tattoos: tattoos combine my two fears of pain and permanence, so no

Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS:

First surgery: next month probably :(

First piercing: I don’t have any

First best friend: this kid named Austin I think???? idk I was like 5

First sport you joined: soccer

First vacation: California, I was an infant

First pair of sneakers: ????????? who knows these things?????

RN

Eating: nothing

Drinking: nothing

I’m about to: finish this

Listening to: Les Mis soundtrack

Waiting for: dinner

Want kids: absolutely not

Get married: *more loud aromantic laughter*

Career: author, but i’m not too optimistic about that

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: ?????? I don’t care???? is this like a ‘what do you prefer in a partner’ thing because I am aroace soooo

Hugs or kisses: definitely hugs, kissing sounds gross tbh

Shorter or taller:  okay I think this is about what you prefer in a partner so I’m just gonna skip the rest of this section because I am aroace and this is irrelevant

Older or younger: 

Romantic or spontaneous:

Sensitive or loud:

Hook up or relationship:

Troublemaker or hesitant:

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: no

Lost glasses/contacts: never for very long!

Sex on a first date: I repeat, I am aroace

Broken someone’s heart: I hope not

Been arrested: no

Turned someone down: not really

Cried when someone died: do fictional people count?

Fallen for a friend: all of these questions are pretty amatonormative tbh. no, i am aro

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In yourself: ehhhhh

Miracles: no

Love at first sight: definitely not

Heaven: idk maybe?

Santa: no

Rules: write the first ten songs that come up on shuffle (no skipping) and write your favorite lyrics from each song, then tag ten people.

1. Control - Halsey And I've grown familiar With villains that live in my head They beg me to write them So I'll never die when I'm dead

2. Cabinet Battle #2 - Hamilton We signed a treaty with a King whose head is now in a basket Would you like to take it out and ask it? “Should we honor our treaty, King Louis’ head?” “Uh… do whatever you want, I’m super dead.”

3. Accio Deathly Hallows - Hank Green 'Cause I couldn't care more about Harry Potter If Hogwarts was my alma mater

4. The Adams Administration - Hamilton SIT DOWN JOHN, YOU FAT MOTHER-----

5. Burn - Hamilton (this is hard bc i love this whole song sSO MUCH...) Do you know what Angelica said When she read what you’d done She said “You have married an Icarus He has flown to close to the sun.”

6. The Schuyler Sisters - Hamilton Angelica: Burr, you disgust me! Burr: Ah, so you’ve discussed me

7. Empty Chairs at Empty Tables - Les Mis Phantom faces at the window Phantom shadows on the floor Empty chairs at empty tables Where my friends will sing no more

8. Once-A-Year Day - Pajama Game Everyone’s entitled to be wild, be a child, be goof, raise the roof Once a year!

9. Kick It Up A Notch (Reprise) - Starship I’ll kill a million bugs, it’s a thrill and a drug So call me a terrible guy! So kick it up a notch And watch....all....of...you....DIE!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!

10. Gollum’s Song - The Two Towers/Emiliana Torrini So in the end I'll be what I will be No loyal friend Was ever there for me Now we say goodbye We say you didn't try