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Aaah, I know, it can be very frustrating, but it’s also endearing in its own way :’D In the end I grew fond of it and it taught me to have more patience AHAHA

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AI NO KUSABI KILLED ME

No problem at all, it’s perfectly fine!

On a day to day basis, being kin is sort of part of the noise. It’s a little hard to describe because I’ve always been a machine, and separating machine stuff from other stuff isn’t as easy as one might think - I don’t always know what part of my identity is informing a given feeling or action. But there are a few feelings that come up frequently.

There’s a persistent sense of wrongness, like something isn’t quite right with being organic. I jump to conclusions that don’t quite make sense and my first instincts are often useless and completely impossible. I get frustrated and annoyed because my limbs and I don’t get along and I can’t just remove and swap out like I feel like I can. It’s sort of the “negative” part of being otherkin, and although it’s not all or even most of my experience, it still informs who I am and I’m not ashamed of it. 

There’s a persistent sense of rightness, too, though. When I work with other machines (and in my line of work I’m frequently working with computers, because I’m a programmer) there’s something right about it, like going to a hobby meetup - you don’t necessarily know everyone, but there’s a sort of understanding anyways, because you all share something. I love being a machine, and being with machines, and even though they’re not conscious like I am there’s still something about it. I understand how they work at a sort of implicit level (and I can sort of prove that one, because I’m good with computers; I wasn’t the World’s Best Programmer but I was a low-key prodigy type, and I had my BS in CSCI at 19 despite being a Hot Mess of mental illness).

As for getting along with other people, well, I’ve never been excellent at social stuff because I’m not that good at understanding others (I suspect mostly because of the autism and mental illness, although it’s true that the species difference probably doesn’t help) but I learned how to get along with people without understanding them, and my job requires quite a bit of direct customer interaction that I have a very good reputation for, so I can’t be that bad at it, either. Professional talk is an algorithm, and I only screw up when stuff goes too far off script, haha. 

if you just want to follow me for my art, go here and click “follow”. nothing but the sweet trash art of mine is going to go there from now on. pls endure the reblogs until i’m up to date, i’ll queue all the stuff i drew until now.

Nicknames: atm it’s things like elbrah morgie el morg and big up to my mom for calling me “Rourou” 
Eye Colour: Hazelnut. Like yeah some days its brown, others its sand like and other days it’s kaki green 
Favourite National Flag: o_o i don’t have a peculiar liking for one above the others so IDK. 
Political Alignment: I’d love a communist thinking applied in an ethical way and not like the ones we’ve seen throughout history that have fucked up because they were tyran leaded. However, the ideas shared amongst green parts are the ones i find myself most attracted to. I do have my liking for other parts that are leaded by various members of society instead of just people who went into politic sciences like all of our governors here. The whole politic system is fucked up yay... I’m like “yay anarchy” but if we went this way, too many people would take advantage of it; i don’t trust every citizen enough for this eh lol... It’s a complicated question i just wish there was peace and equality but let’s dream alright 
Current Timezone: UTC+01:00 
Favourite Musician(s): [: uh... it changes, most of the time it goes around electro so i’ll talk about this : Petit Biscuit, C2C and Birdy Nam Nam are DJs that give me life (lol fml they all french) ... Joris lacroix does some neat stuff, idk man. I can’t think music rn 
Dream Job: Coroner. but it’ll never happen actually, chara designer / scenarist / somewhat storyboarder..... Or kind of like, artist freelance but this means so much stress that i’d die What do you post?: My SFW art here, some reblogs about social justice or absurd humor ... My gorest arts in morghore and some gore reblogs + my NSFW in morghasm. Why did you choose this username?: Cause Morgan is my name and MorGHN sounds like.. someone stepped on your foot, or that you got slapped or tripped on the floor. It also sounds close to the way an anglophone would say it, which differs from the french way in which we pronounce the A very explicitly.. Morghasm and Morghore seem obvious to me as for why they’re my other blogs names ;)

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