#vaimo.

"What's your gender?" Uhm. Depends if I have a crush or not. "What's your pronouns?" Uhm. Depends if I have a crush or not. "What's your sexuality?" Uhm. Depends if I have a crush or not. "Well, so you present more masc or fem?" It depends on who I like!!!!!!!!

I wish names weren't so important to give away. I only want my loved ones to call me by my name.

I NEED to do that "seeing how long until they melt into the kiss" trend with someone SO BAD PUHHLEAAASEEEE.

I want someone who will pamper me with kind words and gentle encouragement when I can't walk. I want someone who will hear my complaints and understand I'm not truly upset, just joking around. I want someone who understands that it hurts for me to speak, someone who will tell me to take my time even though I can't yell or raise my voice. I want someone who will kiss my throat when I say I don't like the way I sound.

Mother who knows about my €d but does nothing to prevent it, tells me I'm "not good enough to be ana" and questions me with "are you really eating all that?" But compares her weight to mine with "I'm not skinny like you" every time she brings up food. Hahhahaha. Hahahhahahhahaha. Okay.

I actually think the insistence of using Japanese terms for simple, mundane things that are already explained perfectly in your native English language is weird. I think the obsession westerners have with Japan is weird. This is also starting to spread to westerners having an obsession with Korea. It's all weird.