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Was he that... innocent? No... So why did he believe in that guy? Why did he expect that his love was returned in the same way? Why did he expect that this guy would understand? Why did he open himself to him? Oh... right... love. The last shred of hope, hope that he was worth something, of anything other than for his looks and body.

That was a mistake, oh fuck, he knew it was a mistake the moment he heard who was the guy. He honestly was going to KILL Irie.

Hayato had a good relationship with his sister, which might not be the best, after all, Bianchi still had connections with their father and the family, which Hayato ran away from. The Don of the enemy family, captured him when he was younger, and later, Shamal helped him be free but the cost to him to be free was working as a prostitute.

After all, that way he could have his own things, and since no Mafia would touch him because of his origins, he didn't mind in that type of work, it was honest and better than dealing with discrimination. He kept working as Smoking Bomb Hayato, so he had two names, the one he did as a prostitute and the other as Hitman.

When Bianchi proposed to them to go to Japan he was confused about it, yet he didn't deny it. It was a different place and far away from people he knew. As he packed his things and went with her. Working in Japan was quite easy, Hayato's appearance was exotic and different, and that opened a whole list of people wanting to have him.

That was how he met Irie, asking for him to be his plus one at a gala and Hayato didn't mind, the guy paid extra well because of the event and Irie really needed someone who knew Italian so. It was an easy money and easy job.

But later when Irie recommended him to someone else, for this type of job, he honestly wasn't expecting fucking Sawada Tsunayoshi, Decimo Vongola Boss. He knew who he was because Bianchi talked about Reborn, the arcobaleno who trained the boss. He was fucked.

Vongola wasn't a name he wanted to meddle. But here he was, being Sawada Tsunayoshi, Decimo Fucking Vongola Boss, plus one. He was fucked and he was going to KILL Irie.

Sat down while his hand was tapping softly on the table in front of him, he knew exactly with who he had been having sex with. For someone who was avoiding any and all relations with the Mafia, he obviously didn't do a good work in that. How many times did he come, paid, they spent some time just taking care of each other and then the next morning he was gone?

Always paying for his night and always paying more than he charged.

Today Hayato wasn't planning on work, last night his last client decided it would be fun to do some knife play and blood play, and while he was down for it, the fact that he chose his back, made it really hard for him to take care of, so... he kept the area clean bandaged it around his torso and kept himself home.

As he taps the table gently, having time to actually think about his feelings. There once was a guy in his life, that he thought after all the bullshit that happened with him when he was a kid, he was ready to open his heart... And he did. Loving that guy so much, he fell so hard for him, his teenage years so... more alive even if it was still crap around him.

But then... He broke up, calling Hayato dirty, calling him filthy, and so many other things... Just because Gokudera told what he went through when child. Guess the abuse made him a slut? Whatever the reason was, he was so... Broken. As soon as he had the chance he left Italy moving to Japan.

That is how he got there, working as a prostitute to pay the bills, he loved sex, and he truly enjoyed from the vanilla to a bunch of kinks and BDSM stuff. When one of his clients said that he was recommended to someone big, he honestly didn't believe it.

How big was his surprise when the scheduled date and hour got there, he was in front of the Decimo Vongola Cloud Guardian? But he kept his professionalism, the reputation of Hibari Kyoya was after all detached, and he never went to the same prostitute. Meanwhile, Gokudera just enjoyed it. It was more gentle? No... Something, ruthless yes, rough? Yes. But also it was gentle.

And he thought, Hayato really thought that... It would be a one-time experience, receiving aftercare, having that feeling, that satisfying feeling. It was weird, after that, it was hard to work normally, always looking for that gentle and good feeling, but never finding it.

His surprise got bigger when Hibari Kyoya contacted him again for another night. After that, time went through, and what was supposed to be a one night, turned into two, then three, then four... And now he lost the count.

Again he wasn't going to work tonight, his body was still sore from last night, but when Hibari called, he couldn't help. Agreeing and going to their agreed hotel, sitting there he thought for a bit, he knew exactly what that feeling was. But he was going to deny it... He didn't his heart breaking again after all.

Dangerous eyes, Hayato wasn't expecting that for the night, sure the prostitute didn't mind easy jobs or even doing this type of thing, it was far better than some of his clients who liked to fuck him raw and hurt him just because. Yet he didn't like the idea of being around rich people. There was a reason why he avoided this type of person even though his appearance caught so much attention of anyone.

Fine. Sorry. In some ways he shouldn't snap so bad a client, after all, like this guy said, he was being paid by the hour and double what he asked. To be fair, it was already more than normally he asked. When he first met this man, he already asked an absurd amount, 100usd, and now he was being paid 200usd just to stay at a party and act as his company.

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Did Gokudera expect to be dating a mafia boss? No. To be fair, he avoided that like a plague, mostly because he didn't want any chance to find his abuser, but here he was... 10 years after avoiding it, dating one. And to make it the sprinkle on top of his cake, Tsuna was the boss of the biggest Mafia Family.

Tiredly from his last work, he fell onto his bed as he looked at Tsuna bringing him a box, opening it he could see condoms as he sighs. Understanding what it meant, as it was probably about his work and to make sure he was safe during it. Yet something felt weird about it.

Thank... You? As he places the package in the side bed. But you do know I'm mostly sub/bottom in my work right? Normally there was no reason for him to use a condom, but instead to make his client to use it, so it was kinda of pointless.

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And that is how started, that phrase was what started this weird night job. Gokudera sure was a prostitute and he kept a separation between his love life and work. But one night, Hibari was back to schedule with him, and with Hibari there was Tsuna.

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