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Sat down while his hand was tapping softly on the table in front of him, he knew exactly with who he had been having sex with. For someone who was avoiding any and all relations with the Mafia, he obviously didn't do a good work in that. How many times did he come, paid, they spent some time just taking care of each other and then the next morning he was gone?
Always paying for his night and always paying more than he charged.
Today Hayato wasn't planning on work, last night his last client decided it would be fun to do some knife play and blood play, and while he was down for it, the fact that he chose his back, made it really hard for him to take care of, so... he kept the area clean bandaged it around his torso and kept himself home.
As he taps the table gently, having time to actually think about his feelings. There once was a guy in his life, that he thought after all the bullshit that happened with him when he was a kid, he was ready to open his heart... And he did. Loving that guy so much, he fell so hard for him, his teenage years so... more alive even if it was still crap around him.
But then... He broke up, calling Hayato dirty, calling him filthy, and so many other things... Just because Gokudera told what he went through when child. Guess the abuse made him a slut? Whatever the reason was, he was so... Broken. As soon as he had the chance he left Italy moving to Japan.
That is how he got there, working as a prostitute to pay the bills, he loved sex, and he truly enjoyed from the vanilla to a bunch of kinks and BDSM stuff. When one of his clients said that he was recommended to someone big, he honestly didn't believe it.
How big was his surprise when the scheduled date and hour got there, he was in front of the Decimo Vongola Cloud Guardian? But he kept his professionalism, the reputation of Hibari Kyoya was after all detached, and he never went to the same prostitute. Meanwhile, Gokudera just enjoyed it. It was more gentle? No... Something, ruthless yes, rough? Yes. But also it was gentle.
And he thought, Hayato really thought that... It would be a one-time experience, receiving aftercare, having that feeling, that satisfying feeling. It was weird, after that, it was hard to work normally, always looking for that gentle and good feeling, but never finding it.
His surprise got bigger when Hibari Kyoya contacted him again for another night. After that, time went through, and what was supposed to be a one night, turned into two, then three, then four... And now he lost the count.
Again he wasn't going to work tonight, his body was still sore from last night, but when Hibari called, he couldn't help. Agreeing and going to their agreed hotel, sitting there he thought for a bit, he knew exactly what that feeling was. But he was going to deny it... He didn't his heart breaking again after all.
He was smoking when he heard the door open, dressing in a long-sleeved shirt and jeans, it was easy to notice that Hayato had marks of hands around his neck from the previous night. Oh... Hey. He says casually as he smokes, there was after all a small talk before the sex since he needed to know what the other was into that night.
