There is this person that faszinates me a lot which is weird because they dont even know me and probably never will but I just really love listing to them. I dont ever watch instagram livestreams because like...most of the time I dont really care what the people around me do in their freetime and if I am then Ill just ask them what they did and for famous people...I dont really care either or I dont understand the lenguage they speak but whenever this person is online I get excited because I know that listening to them is gonna brighten my day.
This person is sooo inspirational to me, like I see what they do and it suprises me everytime again and again how creative they are and how passionate and dedicated to their work they are. Also I just love listening to someone who really enjoys what they do and you can actually feel that with this person. But not only that, what fascinates me even more is how much knowledge this person has and how they are able to put it into words and talk about what they believe in and just all their thoughts and views on life. I like seeing new perspectives and learning and this person is like a selfhelp book when it comes to that which sound really cheesy but I either agree with them anyways because I share the same point of view or I soak in what they say because it helps me to open my eyes. And then on the other hand this person is sooo relatable in so many ways I cant even write them all down. But what made me so happy today that I wanted to write this down is that I always through all of my life felt like I have a rather different taste in music then the majority of people my age because as I grew up it was important to my dad that my aister and me develope a unique sence of music and not just go with wath is popular and since he is really open minded towards all kinds of genres he tought us to be too. So I grew up listening to jazz, soul, funk but also brittish stuff and rap and hiphop and rnb and through my sister I got into alternative and indie and rather "hard" stuff, a lot that like only a few would know especially in my age. And this person...this person just mentioned sooo many artists that I grew up with because of that that literally noone else I know knows of. BUT whats even more interesting is that eventhough this person is quite a lot older then me (I think either 7 or 9 years Im not sure right now) we went through the same stages in music at the same time I was just way younger then they were but...it just...blows my mind how this person and me, living on 2 different sides of the globe have like an almost exactly same history of musical development and saw the same people live just at different times and places. And I would love to tell that person about it all: how much I respect their work and work ethnic and how impressed I am by their passion in it and how I wish they would never stop talking and doing all this philosophical stuff but also how funny and relatable they are but I guess they would never see it and even if they did it would probably just sound cheesy and kinda freaky. So thats why I needed to write it down here where no one will care about it but I got it out of my head.