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ok XD i only have like 1 fourth of a pill left after tonight and my psych appt isnt until the 5th and idk if i can get re perscribed celexa cause Technically im supposed to be taking zoloft but it wasnt working after like 3 months so i was like im sick of this shit bro and took the rest of my celexa + my grandma lent me some of hers i shouldnt have said that the celexa wasnt working cause it was! at that point it was just my own self improvement that needed work and also i keep forgetting to take my strattera every morning but it makes my periods weird and it made one come late and rly short and idk if itll keep doing that or what but iiiiii dont like that inconstency this is honestly so homophobic and i havent taken the strattera for long and constently enough to notice if it actually does anything for my inattention and its not like thats an issue now anyway since it only rly matters in school i mean sometimes it matters like idk when im drawing or talking to people but like! it doesnt rly matter that much cause the only thing that requires my focus thats coming up is band/leadership but that isnt until the end of this month and i LOVE band and leadership sm so like i usually dont have a hard time focusing there anyway idk im not putting breaks in this or anything bc its not rly for anyone else to read im just soooo so BORED everything is so uninteresting so i resorted to rambling about whatever the hell thanks for reading i surpose i hate summer sometimes like im not stressed but im even more bored than normal ex deeeee 

Going to the hospital again tomorrow for anxiety and possibly to see if i have the depression. （ー△ー；）

Anyone go to that Creative Writing Festival at UW Whitewater who happens to know who won the prose poem category??

i want to leave my school so badly, but now i have to wait all year 😭🔫🔪