while i was arrested they had 2 carry me somewhere bc obviously i wasnt cooperating so they had to bring in this really huge like i think she was an ex fighting type gym leader or something bc she was huge her machamp was huge and she picked me up like i was nothing by like the svruff of my neck and i was lucky i didt ask her out. i was so lucky. anyway i think about her every day since ive been back

Stuck in the car with my dad listening to Ben shapiro 💀

despite my dysphoria i’m terrified of transitioning cause i feel like i’m only desirable when practicing hyper femininity and i KNOW it shouldnt matter to me but it does

my right arm is feeling fucked up