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I want to cry; it's painful

I can't convey it to anyone...

The invisible me cried out...

Let us decorate this clear canvas

With me, just as I am.

I cannot become an adult with this quiet shadow and unseen existence

Shouting to the old me, "Don't go!" was said,

And since it's annoying, I ran away.

Gently, gently,

I draw as I walk.

By a rusting rail

With broken glass glittering on top of it.

Ayana's color

Coloring in the sky, I drew with pastels

I want my feelings to reach someone...

Since the dreams these hands grasp can easily be shattered

I cried, so that it doesn't disappear.

I wonder what the old me would say?

I wonder if she'll laugh and say, "You're so silly!"

When I was a child, I saw a line of seven colors painted

It was magnificent, and I cried tears of gratitude, in love.

I remember even now, the boy knew what was in the small box

Everyone was trying to leave me behind

And since I was tired,

Gazing at the sky, I said, "Please go on ahead."

Ayana's color

It should be conveyed to someone

This fragile, fragile, easily breakable wish is surely

Something very precious to me alone.

It is something the old me had protected,

So I won't forget--

I won't ever forget about it.

I may pretend to be strong,

But I'm really a coward.

To scream, shout, wish, love

They are all colored in.

I should start walking soon, I've gotten tired of taking a break.

I will use my own color to love...

Ayana's color

Coloring in the sky, I drew with pastels.

It will definitely reach you, so

Since the dreams these hands grasp can be so easily shattered,

I cried so that it doesn't disappear.

Well, you will eventually say

Shiroi heya ni futari de tsumugu kotoba no ito kimi wa boku no koto ga suki de boku wa kimi ga daisuki

Inside the white room, two of us weave threads of words You seem to 'like' me, while I'm madly in 'love' with you

'kyo wa nani ga kiki tai?' kimi wa sukoshi nayan da sode de kao o kakushi te 'suki' ga kiki tai tte

"What do you wanna hear today?" You seemed a little troubled. Hiding my face with my sleeve, I whispered "I wanna hear words of love"

boku tachi wa mada kodomo da keredo itsuka futari de sumo u sonna shiawase o dare yori mo nozon de i ta ne

We are still kids, but let's live together one day We craved for that sort of happiness more than anyone, didn't we?

chisaku tsunai da sei e no toiki wa yakusoku to tsubuyai ta

With quietly connected, raw breathes I whispered a promise

kimi no yume mo boku no yume mo mamori taku te aishita shiawase da to shiawase da to futari de omotta oi te iku no? wasure te ku no? sore dake ga kowai yo kimi ga i naku naru to boku wa mata hitoribocchi me o samasu kimi o matsu

Your dreams, my dreams, I wanted to protect them, love them We are happy, we are joyous-- or so the two of us thought Are you going to leave me? Are you going to forget me? Scared of just that thought Without you, I would be alone again So I'll stay awake, and wait for you

doshite hito wa uso o tsuku no? kimi wa toikake te ki ta boku wa kotae mo dase nai de 'saa??' te itsumo nigete ta

"Why do people lie?" You questioned unable to answer, I always escaped by saying, 'who knows?'

warui nani ka ga ne kimi no koto o tsure te iko u to shiteru

I know something evil is going to wash you away with it--

kimi ga i te ne boku ga i te ne sekai wa tomara nai kimi ga kie te boku ga nokoru soredemo tomara zu sabishiku te ne tsura sugi te ne mata hitori ni naru yo kimi ga warae nai sekai wa mo i taku nai yo boku wa kimi to iru

Even if you're here, or I'm here; the world won't stop Likewise, if you disappear, and I'm left behind; it still won't come to a halt It's lonely, it's painful; I am going to become alone again In the world where you don't laugh, I don't want to live in it anymore-- I exist with you

mabuta toji ta kimi wa nemuru yasashiku ho ni fure shiroi heya de kimi wa hitori o wakare o shi ta Futari de mi ta ehon hiraku kimi ga suki na peji o hara ri kamikire ni

You closed your eyes, and laid motionless; I gently touched your cheek Inside the white room, you said "farewell" all alone I took your favorite page from the picturebook we used to read And gently tore it up

'shiawase o arigato..'

"Thank you for the happiness.."

boku wa kimi ni tsutae rare ta? yasashii ai no oto o boku wa kimi ni oshierare ta taisetsu na hibi o boku to kimi ga deatta basho ima wa nani mo naku te kimi ga itakoto ga uso da to kaze ga fui ta

Was I able to convey it to you?-- the gentle sound of love You taught me about the precious days The place where we met, it's desolated now As if your very words were a lie; the wind blew

-Sonna mukashibanashi-