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Jaime's never seen Brienne drunk, so when Margaery and Sansa show up at Jaime's apartment with a very drunk Brienne, Jaime has questions. Brienne has been nursing a crush on her friend Tyrion's older brother for years now; she's sad and too drunk to stop herself from asking for a little bit of comfort.

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"Again, why am I being woken up in the middle of the night?"

"She --" Margaery starts but Brienne interrupts.

"I wanted you," Brienne says, her words slurred as she blinks at him slowly.

Jaime's heart skips for just a moment before the worry settles back in. "How drunk is she?" he asks, glaring between Margaery and Sansa.

"Not --" Brienne begins, hiccups, and continues, "not that drunk."

Jaime can't help the snort of laughter. Leave it to Brienne to only protest mildly.

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Okay it's December 21 ;) I need to post a quickie blog ;) Happy 21 to my awesome BFF SAM AYAP ;) HAHAHA love you so much :* 

So where is the end of the world??? I'm waiting until 12mn owkay ;) For now off to my "FINAL" Christmas Party and Paskuhan if ever ;) 

VACATION MODE is ON :) Still struggling to finish the last week of classes for this year 2012 :) Oh well! Last day tomorrow and Christmas party and Paskuhan Festivities left to attend :) Oh well that's my week in short :)

I have a reflection and I think an answer to my troubling nightmare yesterday with a chance encounter with them. It's for the best of us. I hope now they can see I'm just an accessory to their life and not a clothing/wear. As I keep saying to a few of people that it's not their fault and neither am I. It's just they can't see now how I was feeling with them since they are knotted to one another right now. :) If they can't accept my dark side (me being an immature), I guess they're not my true friend? I also now see that they're not doing anything to save it from crashing into pieces.

So end of drama! OFFICIALLY, I'M CLOSING THAT CHAPTER OF MY LIFE. There were great memories in that chapter. Now, they are just a piece of history and if the archaeologist in the future find them, then let's bring back the history. POOOOF!

I decided yesterday to connect my tumblr in twitter NOW I'M DISCONNECTING IT :) Don't want to garnered attention from anonymous people. I just want a channel of my emotions. SO this will be my last post connected there therefore.... HASTA LA VISTA ;)

Okay so today was AWESOME :) I was excused from my "EXCITING" class to attend the 1st ever Theology Quiz Bee in our college :) I know it's PECULIAR but it was AWESOME really :)) I have a great time. I shall do it next time :) HAHAHA :D 

Then, I also went for my last tutor session with my tutee today and I hoping for the best for his exams (quite nervous for him but I know he will never disappoint his teacher). I also apologized for my indecent behavior last Saturday to my boss because she caught me texting during a session :| I can't sleep because of that :) Oh well I received some talk to my boss and HAHA :)) I was forgiven and do my best not to do it again (or not to be caught again HAHAHA)

It maybe the end of the week or the start of the week or whatever crap you think when Sunday is on the calendar but Sunday for me is the last day of the week. So technically speaking I'm still not way behind my last post promise. Oh well.

It so hard to find a time to just sit on my laptop and tell to the world whatever is happening around me. This week I need to study for five exams I guess??? then I need to help and do this and do that so to make the story short I AM BUSYYYY DUDEEEEEEEEE! Oh well. The damage has done at least I'm healthy and not sicky after that.

Remember my previous post about the crappy first semester. The "FIRST TURN" of the roller coaster ride. I guess I'm still moving on and DAMN it's hard. So what's the situation now between us??? Total strangers oh no lemme erase that... the right word is CLASSMATES. Yeah right! We're just PLAIN OLD CLASSMATES. I guess that was my fault dragging them to that state.... We're not talking like the good old times... I'm a lil'bit guilty about this but I can't really explain the feelings now....  I think my care for them was missing......

It's not like where enemies who constantly fight. Actually, I'm getting used to this, I guess??? When they talk to me about school stuffs, I'm not hostile to them. Or treating them like this is me being............. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO....

Christmas break is just 5 days away and I'm still not decided what to do to them. These feelings for them really keeps me bugging lately since everybody in the room keep asking the same words, "What happened to you and them??" I guess this week I was ask 4x and I answer it twice. I really don't know what to do and who is wrong or what am I doing??? I guess being immature like me brought this questions whose answer I think are just right around the corner but I'm too blinded.

Anyways, as for the time being, I am now living like a nomad in our own little room. I go with anyone and anywho. I went anywhere and the good thing about this, I went to the org room BY MYSELF and stay long enough that my ass is so numb because I just sit all afternoon long in that chairs :)) I guess looking in the sunny side of things is a lot better.

As I was writing the previous paragraph, an idea occurred to me... If this crappy thing will be fixed, I guess the percent yield for me getting back that caring for them will be 50.... or a possibility of..................... 

All I knew for now, I'm happy with coloring myself again with a lil'green added to the palette (guys if you know what I mean) and enjoying my time with my true friends and learning others :) Being free from them is keeping me alive now :)