Like my week already had to be rescheduled after my support worker had a massive emergency over the weekend. She's safe and sound and not majorly injured at all, but when you rely on a consistent routine it's quite difficult when major events happen. This is absolutely the source of my trouble processing things ATM

So apparently all of this change with D and P (hard launch, podcast, the live stream and regular videos it's quite a lot) as well has been too much. Getting back into the phandom this year has been amazing but as someone with moderate to severe autism and ADHD, hyper fixations can take over sometimes, and with everything else that has been going on for me in the past few months, it's not helping my mental health ATM to put the same mental energy into this blog as I was my other life happenings

It just means for the first time at least with a YouTube fandom I think I need to take a break

So if I'm not posting on here for a while it's because I have felt way too overwhelmed genuinely and need a break

See you in a week 💕 I'll pin this post and if anything crazy happens feel free to reply or send an ask