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the first time was you... i've always wished it was you then again its just a game of use and be used me wanting that attention and the feeling of being wanted back cause i don’t want me i never wanted me so if i feel wanted by you somehow it makes me feel better its bittersweet i know i hate it so much coz this is the most selfish that i can manage if not to take this life then that would be the ultimate show of selfishness not taking others in consideration. i like fooling around in this lies i leave no need for words, but actions instead
she uses me, to be away to not be there for now and go back to her i dont care. coz i have her here right beneath me right inside me where it hurts and feels good and i laugh in her ear thinking that i won make believe that you won if that's what makes you feel better.
