#urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i need to read my fucking book not rewatch heated rivalry AGAAAAAAIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNN

God help me, I forgot how much I hate Tolkien 

i hate how i will fixate on an idea for a project that’s not due for another month when there’s a midterm tomorrow. part of my conscience is like “hey, hey, hey, don’t you think you should study? get a good mark? i mean this midterm is worth a fair amount, and currently your sister is on the dean’s list and your brother just got 100% in his math class, so like don’t you want to not be the academic disappointment in the family?” and i panic for a couple minutes, then my mind refocuses on the project and now hours have gone by, i haven’t studied at all for a midterm tomorrow at all. 

I need somebody to cuddle me in a way that they tangle their entire body in mine like they're trying to phase into me until we become one single being

it would be really cool if this website let you type in a word in the search "function" of your blog and then showed you every single post that contained that word!!

 today has been the most boring day on earth

I’m too depressed to make my dinner but I’m getting hungry and I know if I go to the kitchen I’ll have an anxiety attack