I Relapsed
I’m not gonna make any excuses. I feel like crap and I’m disgusted with myself. I wish I could go back and stop myself but it’s done. So now I’m back to day one again. At least I made a week which is the longest I’ve ever gone so that’s an accomplishment. I should start slow. Now I have to buckle down and completely shut out things in my life that trigger my urge. I definitely feel a lot worse than I did before I relapsed. Like the energy I had completely went away with each stroke up until the end. I’m stronger than this. Things like this happen I just have to remember the end goal.


















