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Like- i really don't know what is the best option here. Do you?

mm lets see

it wouldnt be too hard (actually, not at all) to ask from orvtwt. it should be fine. i dont know if we'd even get seen but there would be no harm in trying so thats not a bad idea

Like. It kinda has. Its big in the korean Twitter and there's some famous non korean artists there too. But here on tumblr? There's barely any posts, especially about chapters that arent translated and in ao3 theres very few fics. The fanarts are either only from 1 popular artists and there's only 3? 5? Other fanarts that arent made by them.

Theres no analysis posts or many memes or even incorrect quotes. For me the fandom is just like me, some mutuals who once posted about twsb in the past, one person with the cedjess url and that popular artist/writer/person who carries the fandom and is a walking propaganda spreader (i love them and i appreciate their work)

It's getting a lil better. Im im this fandom since it was barely popular on twt and there weren't any fic at all or fanarts. So like i should be greatful. But still.....its too small....

(Also bc of that i still half want to change my url to cedyesechris and go full mode on spreading propaganda. Unfortunately, im too attached to my url....)

(Anyways my dream is that it becomes big as orv internationally <3 like. Its on par with orv. Its just that good. A masterpiece. It deserves more recognition)

Good thing is that my school has a student union (think abt those council student in anime) and im planning to enter it! There's a specific spot for lgbtqia+ rights and im so excited! And talking abt being queer im thinking of using my social name after seeing a classmate requesting the same thing....it gave me encouragement and this school has a policy focousing on inclusivety and dialog between the students and staff. I think if i explain that my parents dont support me and for them not use my social name in front of them they will understand me.....tho im afraid that if there's an event in which parents visit the school, they will inevitably hear my classmates using my social name so yeah :/ but! Independently of that i will at least make everyone use my surname so i dont get deadnamed, im so smart heh.

Also now i have 17 subjects. Its hell. I feel like im gonna be tortured for the next 3 years ajsbskissjsjks

Also how r u? Are you doing good in your exams? (I hope so!)

ASTER!! HIII!!

I'm doing good actually!! For my exams,,,, yeah,,,, i think I'm not doing great on my electives 💀 but it's fine!! And the darah manis aren't that strong anymore!! I'm pretty much everage now!! So that's good!!

Now onto you,,

Ssgjsgaha, omg Aster. I didn't know you guys only have 4 to 8 hours of school. Meanwhile here we have 12 hours straight starting from 7.20 am💀. Goodluck on getting early. If I remember, if you wake up early for 2 or 3 days straight your body will get used to it. But warning tho, you'll be really exhausted on Mondays to Wednesday.

Im organizing my new writing sideblog and im just resenting the fact that my main has such a good writerblr url.

My sideblog's name is Fine, it's my pen's name but like. Cmon. Untitled-google-docs-document is such a writerblr url and its so good, but also its so tied to my main's identity so it's not like i can just change neither i want to. But imagine, imagine if my writerblr had it as url it would be amazing.

Unfortunately at this point i prefer to die than to change my main url ever again so im just whining. Hope u dont mind.

(Also i just re-realized that this url really does fit me. 90% of my google docs are untitled bc i dont bother to give a name to them 😔)

ASTER!!! MUTUAL!! HIII!!