Looking at my old emails. And your emails are still there. I did not delete it and I have no plans either. It was love nevertheless. It was life I built with you. I still think about you though, and that feeling will always be there. God will allow us to each other when He knows that we are both healed.
Greatest love. Greatest pain.
You took away the biggest part of my youth.
But I have love more than I can imagine. That pain took me places I never imagined 1 can go. I've become stronger, braver and bolder.
I still have the cook book. I still have the letter. I still have your shirt.
I still have all our memories.
And I still have the best version of ourselves when we are together.













