Sitting In a Bathtub (Short version)
So I’m sitting in a bathtub
 wondering, wondering about lifeÂ
as fragments of thoughts flash before my eyes
I try to hold on to them - but they slip away
and I’m wondering, wondering Â
 I think and I know I need to do something
but my body won’t moveÂ
it seems like I lost my soul again
like I wonder how can that happen?
other times I feel like an empty cup a void of thoughtÂ
no hope, no perseverance, ambitionÂ
then I think about  what would happen if I actually did something
finally wrote that book, draw that picture
but that would take effort
            and I’m still  a void
                   And  I’m  still sitting in a bath tub wonderingÂ
                wondering about life        Â