#unfeigned

Unfeigned love is telling someone the truth, knowing well it will hurt them in the flesh, but on the contrary cause them to question their status quo and alter their course (race) for the better which in itself will enable their spiritual growth. 2 Corinthians 6:6By pureness, by knowledge, by longsuffering, by kindness, by the Holy Ghost, by love unfeigned, Romans 12:9Let love be without…

I realized that doing outlines for each chapter was starting to make me lose interest in the story. I was approaching it like an academic paper, and not a creative piece I was just writing for fun. With Sixteen, I had so much fun writing it, because I didn’t restrict myself with outlines. I’ll be doing that for now on with Unfeigned. It’s not going to become random, I just won’t be using detailed outlines. I’ll do my best to keep you guys happy. :)

You aren’t honest.. You seem surreal You are cruel.. And spiteful And sad.. Not the pitiful means of being sad But you are sad inside And you are scared to cry Scared to let go of the.. demons you carry inside

I was there to cares them, Cuddle them And intercourse the fuck out of them.. Because they are contained in you And I accepted you I loved you.. I cared enough to assist you in growing As you were assisting me, though those were not your intentions what so ever.. Everyone has their way of being. And you did - though in a sense - assist me away from you

That's how things must be You couldn’t help me deal, you didn’t know how to speak of emotion that would arise.. I don’t know why. Perhaps you felt you couldn’t help yourself, how would you help me but that’s not for me to decode. What I do know is I feel sorry for your heartache(s) and I feel sorry for you loses because no one want to feel unwanted, no one wants to feel misunderstood but it occurs so often.. I didn’t think I was that bad off and till this day, I apologize for the emotional escapades but I don’t deserve to be mistreated over an insecurity that could have been overcome by comprehension and affection.

You are just as flawed as I. Your trust issues run deep, just as mine. Why you decide to point the finger is beyond me, literally beyond what I can see.. Only beyond what I can see because you never truly shared with me and I wanted you to unveil slowly - all that was your good, your bad and your ugly. Not because I am one who likes to fix others or take care of open wounds but because you are human. Our chemistry was good.. But that could just be the sex, drugs & food we drowned in together.. Trying to avoid what really mattered -each other-

It’s a pitty we never got to truly know one another.. But everything happens for a reason In the end we all deserve to be And be understood, to be accepted for all that we’ve gone through And know that it’s brought us this far - were one can be strong enough to say

“I have come far, And battled hard and I am still not broken. And in a sense if I am - these are the flawed pieces of me - and I will not allow them to seize my yearning to love, because everyone is in need of it. So just enjoy them (these “flaws”) for I have..”

kha zhe med pa - unfeigned, sincere [JV]

gyin 'da' ba - unfeigned [RB]

bcos ma ma yin - unfabricated [unartificial, unfeigned, unadulterated, true and genuine, uncontrived, uncorrected, absolute] [IW]

bcos ma ma yin pa - unfabricated, unartificial, not a fabrication, unfeigned, unadulterated, true and genuine, uncontrived, uncorrected; unfabricated [RY]

bcos ma ma yin pa - unfabricated [unartificial, unfeigned, unadulterated, true and genuine, uncontrived, uncorrected, absolute] [IW]

zol med - sincere/ unfeigned/ genuine [RB]