#undercover agent!reader

As an undercover agent, your handler always comes up with a job for you. The job you just got assigned is you getting into a fake relationship with Lloyd Hansen and take his mercenary down in the process. You have to collect information in order to do that. You need to be careful too. You don’t want to get caught and suffer the consequences from him.

Right now, you’re at a local and popular restaurant Lloyd goes to often. As part of your undercover job, you had to appear like your date stood you up. So, you’re sitting at a table with a drink and acting like you’re upset that your date stood you up, which is what Lloyd saw when he walked into the restaurant. He walks over to you.

“Ma’am, are you ok?” Lloyd asks.

Now is when your undercover job starts.

“No. My date stood me up.” You made up.

“I’m sorry to hear that.” He says softly.

You gave him a soft smile and took another sip of your drink.

“May I?” He asks, gesturing to the chair across from you.

“Only if you buy me a drink.” You say.

Lloyd smiles and sits down across from you. He motions for a waiter to come over to the table and orders both of you drinks. Then you two started talking like you two are getting to know each other.

“You look like a wonderful woman. It’s stupid of that guy to stand you up.” Lloyd says.

“At least someone cares about me.” You say.

Even though you and Lloyd just met, he can feel a real connection between you and him.

“I know we just met, but of course I care about you. You’re a wonderful woman and I would like to keep getting to know you better if that’s ok with you.” He says.

“I’m more than ok with that.” You smiled.

Lloyd smiles and you two exchanged numbers. You two said goodnight to each other before leaving the restaurant and then you went to your handler’s office.

“Well?” Your handler says as soon as you walked into his office.

“I’m in.” You say.

“Good.” He replies. “Do you know what to do?” He asks.

“Get information while I pretend to date Lloyd, be careful not to get caught, and discreetly update you.” You say.

“That’s right. You know what to do.” He says.

You nodded and left his offices. Next is the next part of your job, which is get into Lloyd’s mansion and get information while you’re fake dating him.

Now that you’re dating Lloyd, you’re also inside of his mansion. You’ve been getting information from Lloyd little by little so you don’t get caught. You were in the main room where Lloyd works getting information to send to your handler to take Lloyd down.

“What’re you doing?” Lloyd asks as he walks into the main room.

You yelped, jumped, and turned around.

“Sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you.” He says.

“It’s ok. I was just checking out where you do your work is all.” You made up.

You walked over to Lloyd and wrapped your arms around him. You stood on your tippy toes on to kiss him.

“I like that you work from home, because that means I get to see you all the time and get more time with you.” You say.

“I like that too.” He says.

Over the next few weeks, you still continue getting information you need to take down Lloyd, but you’re slow and hesitant about it and not updating your handler as you do it. There’s a reason behind why you’re barely doing your job and it’s because you’re falling in love with Lloyd. You know you shouldn’t be falling in love with the man you’re supposed to take down, but you can’t help it. You love him. The more you fall in love with him, you eventually stop gathering information to take him down. You love him too much to take him down and put him in jail. You would never forgive yourself if you did that. Taking this undercover job was a mistake. Question is, how are you going to explain all of this to your handler? Till you can come up with what you’re going to say to your handler, you’re going to ignore all forms of communication from him.

“Your phone has been going off all day.” Lloyd points out.

“It’s just a wrong number.” You say.

“Are you sure? I can answer your phone the next time the number calls you and tell the person to leave you alone.” He says.

“You’re sweet for offering to do that, but it’s ok.” You say.

You gave Lloyd a kiss before he went back to work. While he was working, you went into a different room to call your handler.

“Finally. What took you so long to call me back?” Your handler asks.

“I’m sorry. I can’t do this job anymore.” You say.

“What do you mean you can’t do this job anymore?” He asks.

“The weeks I’ve been doing this job, I actually began to fall in love with Lloyd.” You say.

“You can’t be serious.” He says.

“I am.” You say.

“You can’t fall in love with a man like Lloyd. He’s dangerous.” He says.

“I know that, but I can’t help how I feel.” You say.

“You’re making a huge mistake.” He says.

“No. The mistake I made is taking this job. I don’t want to take Lloyd down and put him in jail. I would never forgive myself for doing that.” You say.

Little did you know that Lloyd overheard your phone call with your handler. He heard everything you said to him. He felt his heart break. He really thought you loved him, not trying to take him down and put him in jail. He knows what he has to do now. He doesn’t want to do it, but it looks like he doesn’t have a choice.

“I want you two to take Y/N to the basement and tie her up. Do it gently.” Lloyd says to two of his men.

“Yes, sir.” They replied.

You hung up your phone and walked out of the room you were in, only to be met by two of Lloyd’s men in the hallway. You frowned in confusion when they gently grabbed you and took you to the basement. You didn’t fight them. You were just confused.

“What’s going on, guys?” You asked confused.

“Boss told us to bring you down here and tie you up.” One of his men says.

“Did he say why?” You asked.

“No.” He says.

His men left the basement and let Lloyd know that you’re tied up in the basement. Lloyd went down to the basement a few minutes later.

“Lloyd, honey, what’s going on?” You asked.

Lloyd didn’t say anything. He pulled a chair up in front of you and sat down.

“How could you?” Lloyd says.

“How could I what?” You asked confused.

“Stop playing stupid and tell me the truth!” He raises his voice.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about, baby!” You say.

“Then why did I overhear a phone call of you saying you were gathering information to take me down in put me in jail?” He says.

Your eyes went wide. You couldn’t form a coherent sentence. You stammered with your words.

“I am so sorry, sweetie! I didn’t mean for you to find out about any of that!” You say.

“You’ve been using me this whole time!” Lloyd says.

“No! No, I wasn’t. I mean, I did in the beginning, but I haven’t been using you in a while. I swear! Please! You have to believe me!” You exclaimed.

“I don’t know what to believe anymore! I thought you loved me!” He says.

“I do love you, Lloyd!” You say.

“I would believe that if you weren’t trying to gather information on me to take me down and put me in jail!” He says.

“I made a mistake, baby! I told my handler that I quit my job! I promise I’m not gathering information on you to take you down and put you in jail anymore!” You say.

“I don’t believe you!” He says.

“You have to!” You say.

Lloyd stands up and goes over to the table where he has weapons to torture people. He looks at them. He goes to grab one of them, but just lets his hand hover over them. He can’t do it. Even though you betrayed him, he can’t torture you. He loves you too much to do that. He sighs and walks back over to you. He unties you.

“Stand up.” Lloyd says.

You stand up. Lloyd gently grabs your arm and leads you upstairs. He takes you to one of the spare bedrooms.

“I love you, Y/N. I really do, but you hurt me and betrayed me. Now, I can’t trust you or forgive you.” Lloyd says.

Lloyd left the bedroom, closing and locking the door behind him. You ran over to the door and yanked on the doorknob to open it, only to find out that it’s locked.

“Lloyd, baby, I made a mistake! I’m sorry!” You shouted, your eyes tearing up.

Little did you know that Lloyd was standing outside of the door when you said that. He was tempted to unlock the door and let you out, but he’s not going to do that. You betrayed him and now he can’t trust you or forgive you. You could hear his footsteps descending the opposite direction of the bedroom as he walks away.

“Lloyd!” You shouted, pounding the sides of your fists against the door.

Lloyd could hear you calling for him and pounding your fists against the door from the main room downstairs. He took a moment to himself and sat down. When you realized that Lloyd wasn’t coming back to unlock the door and let you out of the bedroom, your eyes filled with a new wave of tears. You walked over to the bed and sat down edge of the mattress, staring at the wall in front of you as you thought about what you did to Lloyd and your relationship with him.

“What have I done?” You asked yourself, your voice cracking.

Tears began to stream down your face as you let out a loud sob. Lloyd could hear it from downstairs. It sent chills down his spine. After Lloyd took a moment to himself, he tracked down your handler.

“When want you guys to go get this guy, bring him back here, and tie him up in the basement.” Lloyd tells two of his men.

“Yes, sir.” They replied.

While they did that, Lloyd kept thinking about your betrayal. It hurts him to think about. He knows he shouldn’t do that, but that’s all he can think about right now. Meanwhile, you’re in the bedroom crying your eyes out. You hate yourself for what you did to Lloyd and your relationship with him. If you could go back in time and change things, you would, but you can’t. When Lloyd’s men found your handler, they brought him back to Lloyd’s mansion, took him to the basement, and tied him up like they were told to do. Lloyd thanked them before going downstairs to the basement.

“Where’s Y/N?” Your handler asks.

“That’s none of your business. What I want to know is why you sent her on an undercover mission to take me down and send me to jail.” Lloyd says.

“Like you don’t know.” Your handler says.

“I do know. I just want to know why you would keep making her betray me. Her and I had a great thing going and then I overheard her phone call with you. I know everything now.” Lloyd says.

“If you know everything now, then why am I here?” Your handler asks.

Lloyd chuckles softly as he walks over to his weapons table. He looks at each and every torture weapon on the table. Then he came up with a different idea. He walks back over to your handler, standing in front of him. Your handler looks up at him.

“What? You’re not going to torture me like you have done to other people?” Your handler says.

Lloyd didn’t say a word. He threw a punch at him, giving him a bloody nose.

“Ow! Fuck!” Your handler cries out in pain.

Lloyd throws another punch at your handler before grabbing the collar of his shirt and getting in his face.

“This is what you get for ruining the only good thing I had going on in my life.” Lloyd says, his voice sounding low, dangerous, and threatening.

“You don’t deserve anything good in your stupid and pathetic life.” Your handler says.

Lloyd stares at your handler murderously before throwing another punch at him.

“Drop the investigation.” Lloyd says.

“Or what?” Your handler says in a mocking tone.

“Do you like living?” Lloyd asks in a threatening voice.

Your handler laughs at first and then realizes that he’s not joking around.

“Drop the investigation or I’ll kill you right here and right now.” Lloyd threatens.

“Ok! Fine!” Your handler grumbles.

Lloyd punches your handler one more time, knocking him out. He goes back upstairs and goes up to the bedroom you’re in. He could hear you crying through the door before he unlocked it. He stood outside of the door for a few seconds before unlocking it. You sat up immediately. You scrambled to get off of the bed when you saw Lloyd and ran over to him. You hugged him tightly. He didn’t hug you back. His arms just stayed at his sides.

“I am so sorry, baby! I never meant to hurt and betray you. I’ll do anything to get you to trust me again and to earn your forgiveness! Just please! I’m sorry!” You apologized profusely.

Lloyd gently pushes you away enough to get you to let go of him. You looked up at him with teary eyes. Your face is wet with tears.

“You hurt me.” Lloyd says softly.

“I know I did and I am truly sorry!” You apologized again. “Please! I’ll do anything!” You say.

Lloyd stares at you for a few seconds. It broke his heart to see you crying.

“You’ll do anything to earn my trust and forgiveness?” He asks.

“Yes! Anything!” You say.

“Give me the hard drive of all of the information you collected on me.” He says.

“Of course!” You say.

You went over to your work bag and got the hard drive out of the front pocket and gave it to Lloyd.

“You can destroy it. I’m not doing that job anymore.” You say.

Lloyd looks at the hard drive for a second before looking back at you.

“Thank you.” He says.

“You’re welcome.” You say.

Lloyd leaves the bedroom, closing and locking the door behind him. A new wave of tears filled your eyes and you whimpered. Lloyd spent the rest of the day looking at what you put on the hard drive so far. He read every single thing word for word. When he got to the end of the hard drive, he destroyed it without any hesitation whatsoever. Then he thought about yours and his relationship. He’s not sure if there’s any coming back from this. He’s not going to break up with you though. He loves you too much to do that. Even though you betrayed him, he still loves you and he still wants to be with you. He’s just going to make you earn his trust and forgiveness, which you intend on doing, even if it takes the rest of your life to do.

->->->

It’s been weeks since Lloyd found out what your original intentions were. You weren’t locked in the bedroom for weeks. It was only for that day and that night. He let you out of the bedroom the next day. Ever since that day, you’ve been trying to figure out ways to get Lloyd to trust and forgive you. You’re still apologizing profusely, but that’s not getting you anywhere. So, you decided to try something else. Baking. Everyone loves baked goods. You’re going to used baked goods a form of apology. If it doesn’t work, you’re not going to stop trying. You’re going to do everything you can think of to get the man you love to trust and forgive you.

You woke up early to go to the store to get the baking supplies you needed to bake the baked goods you’re going to make today. You couldn’t make up your mind one which baked good you wanted to make. So, you made a few different kinds. Is it a little excessive? Yes, but you’re willing to do anything to get Lloyd to trust and forgive you and this is where you’re starting. When you were done baking, you put one of each of the few baked goods you made on a plate and took them to Lloyd in his home office.

“Lloyd?” You say softly.

“I’m busy.” Lloyd says, not bothering to look up at you.

“I know, but I brought you a snack if you’re hungry.” You say sweetly.

Lloyd didn’t respond. He just continued working. You walked over to his desk and set the plate of baked goods in front of him. You stayed for a few seconds just in case he was going to say something, but he didn’t. Then you left his office and went back to the kitchen to clean up the small mess you made while baking. You were sad as you cleaned up the kitchen. Afterwards, you sat down at the table. You let out a small sob. Little did you know that Lloyd was in the entryway of the kitchen when you started crying sobbing softly.

“I’m doing everything I can to get him to trust and forgive me, but nothing is working.” You say to yourself.

Lloyd’s heart broke for you. He hates seeing you upset and crying. Even though he still feels betrayed, he couldn’t help himself. He walks further into the kitchen towards the table. You looked up at him as he gently pulls you up from the chair. He wraps his arms around you.

“What’re you doing?” You asked.

“Comforting you.” Lloyd says.

“I thought you didn’t trust me and forgive me?” You say.

“Even though you betrayed me, I don’t like seeing you upset and crying.” He says softly.

You leaned your head against his chest. At least, he still cares about you. That’s a plus.

“I’m sorry.” You apologized yet again.

“I know you are.” Lloyd says.

“Then what am I doing wrong? I’m doing everything I can think of to get you trust and forgive me.” You say.

“You’re not doing anything wrong, sunshine.” He says.

Sunshine. He hasn’t called you that nickname in a while. That’s another plus.

“Tell me what I can do to earn your trust and forgiveness.” You say.

“I don’t need to, because you’re slowly earning both of them.” He says.

You sniffled and looked up at him with teary eyes.

“I am?” You asked.

“Yes.” He says.

Lloyd brings his hand up to your cheek, gently caressing it and looking deeply into your eyes. Then he kisses you softly and passionately. The way Lloyd kisses you always takes your breath away.

“I’m so sorry.” You say again.

“I know you are, sugar.” Lloyd says softly.

“Do you still love me?” You asked.

“Of course I do.” He smiles softly.

You smiled and pecked his lips softly.

“I love you too, honey.” You almost whispered.

You’re not going to keep trying to earn Lloyd’s trust and forgiveness. You’re going to keep earning it till you fully have both of them again. You love Lloyd and you’ll do anything to get him to trust and forgive you. You know to never make that mistake ever again. You love Lloyd too much to hurt him and you don’t want to do that again.