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Meditation for Uncertain Times | Find Peace Calmness & Balance. 15 Minutes.

So.. the necklace you gave me just got broken a few minutes ago. The chain snapped because I accidentally have put a little more force when I was trying to fix it around my neck while I was laying in bed, scrolling random videos in TikTok. Must be the frustrations from seeing repetitive videos playing "Multo" bgm hahaha kidding! I paused for a few seconds hoping I could have just unhooked the clasp but upon further inspection, it was the chain that really broke. For an inevitable reason, you came to mind - but given the circumstances that life has brought me, I have learned that the overstated meanings we give on things and events just tend to be stupid at times and were mostly driven by misconceptions or mere superstitions. Thinking more clearly, that necklace has been with me for almost 15 years. In reality, given the deterioration of material, it was bound to break I guess and unfortunately, the inevitable happened today.

Tbh, I really liked that memento. Not to remind me of you, but mainly because of the cross pendant you have chosen to give me more than a decade ago. It reminds me everyday of my faith and calms me whenever I get to hold it at uncertain times. For now, I have managed to find another chain at home from Audrey's gift but I just realized that the chain was too thin and with high probability of breaking. Not sure though if I still want to fix the original chain or just buy a new one from the exact same brand but I just hope I can survive in the meantime with the thinner chain.

But then again on unexpected breaking of sentimental things, superstition or not, I will always pray for you & your family's safety and good health.