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Anonymous said:Hope that you’ll be fine and all of our deepest condolences Sincerely, the whole fandom who’ll stand by you when you need us

Anonymous said:omg baby im so sorry about your loss! stay with those who love you and let them shower you with lots of love okay? we are gonna be here in case you want to vent. and cry okay? dont let you emotions trapped, let all of it go. my sincere condolences and lots of bear hugs to you ><

Anonymous said:I am so very sorry.

Anonymous said:my condolences for you and your family crizz.. be strong and keep smile ^^ i hope you’ll be okay

Thank you for all the comfort and support ;__;. I really appreciate them 

uknowlov2 was wondering Changmin’s reaction to my previous fic. It made me curious too~

So, I wrote this as a follow-up (of some sort):

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He didn’t say anything.

But perhaps, there was something in his voice (or maybe his lover just really knows him well) that from his first ‘Hello..’ when he picked up the phone, there was a pause at the other end and then..just.. : “I’ll be there in a few.”

And an hour later found them cuddling on Yunho’s big comfortable couch- Yunho sitting sideways on Changmin’s laps with his legs comfortably stretched on the couch and Changmin arms wrapped around his waist to hold him steady.

Ignoring the tense body, he pulled the other man closer and nuzzles the soft fair skin of Yunho’s neck.

Aside from Yunho’s soft “Changmin-ah..” when the latter arrived, they both been quiet - Changmin knows not to push and that if he patiently waits long enough, Yunho would opened up to him. 

As he keeps on petting Yunho’s side and kisses that smooth cheek, he could feel his lover getting more relaxed and calm.

“I..met with Donghae today..”

Changmin didn’t say anything - just strokes Yunho’s soft hair gently where the older man resting his head on Changmin’s shoulder. 

“Heechul-hyung asked me to get him coz he said both of us need to talk, or something..

He.. was quite drunk by the time I arrived..”

Yunho absently plays with one of the buttons on Changmin's shirt.

“He said it was my fault.. He kissed me and he asked why I haven’t noticed that he likes me all this while.

Then he realized that I already do...”

“Was he angry?”

Changmin is aware of the other man’s feeling towards Yunho, of course. They’ve talked about it but even though he is Yunho’s lover now, he doesn’t feel any jealousy or even thought to keep Yunho away from one of his longtime best friends. He trusts in their own bond and he respects that this is something that needs to be resolved in between Yunho and Donghae sooner or later. 

And being someone who is completely head over heels over Yunho himself, he understands and perhaps even feels sympathy for Donghae. 

“...No.. I think?

But he was hurt.. Deeply hurt.

And I wonder if I should’ve let him know that I know all this while but..”

“... But you didn’t want to ruin your friendship”

Yunho nodded and turned to buried his face in Changmin’s neck,

“I was a coward,”

He whispered miserably

“I don’t want to make things awkward and I end up hurting my best friend even more because of my selfishness..

Donghae was right: It was my fault..”

That had Changmin paused in his rubbing Yunho’s warm belly underneath the hoodie. Not for long though, he resumed the gentle rubbing/patting again after few seconds, “Would it make anything different if you’ve told him earlier? Would you change your mind and accept him?” He keeps his voice low and soft as of not to spook his upset lover.

Yunho shakes his head slowly,

“...When I first noticed it, I thought about it.

I tried.. but... I can’t. 

I’m sorry I’m a horrible person..”

“Baby, you’re just a human.. A pretty awesome amazing man, sure. But still, just a normal human being. 

There’s absolutely nothing wrong in having your own choice.

Honestly, it doesn’t matter when you tell him.. He would get hurt either way..”

“He hates me now..

Eottoke..”

“Give him time.. He’ll come back to you. You guys are best friends, right?

Then trust him, Yunho-ya..”

Changmin turned his head a bit to pressed a kiss at the side of Yunho’s temple,

“It’ll be okay, I promise you that.”

~finis~

A/N:

- Hmm, honestly I think this is how Changmin would be in this particular situation (??) He would be supportive, understanding, loving, patience.. but he wouldn’t get directly involved.. Maybe he feels jealous, maybe he doesn’t.. But he would respect that bond between Yunho and his friends. He wouldn’t try to control nor change Yunho. He would realized that Donghae was in Yunho’s life even before him.. that Donghae loves Yunho even before him.. 

He feels sorry for Donghae because it could easily been him in that position: the one that could only love from outside. Infact, maybe he already felt that when Yunho was with Jaejoong before.. 

Plus, I would like to think Changmin is confident enough in the strength of their own bond.

Leave a “Love Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a fluffy drabble about two (or more) characters.

“Yah! Look what you’ve done~ Aish jinjja..”

*Giggles*

“Omo.. Sorry Chami~ I didn’t mean to spill the drink on you~”

“It’s because you’re too hyper and keep jumping around that this happened~”

*pout/puppy’s eyes*

“Joesonghamnida..”

“Aish! Arasso~ Stop with the sad puppy act already! Jinjja this hyung~ really can’t do anything about him…”

Yunho grins as the maknae wonders away – still grumbling under his breath.

“Yunho-ya~ I really feel sorry for you..”

Yunho blinked owlishly at the newcomer,

“Eh? Wae, Leeteuk hyung?”

“I thought we have the rudest scariest maknae in SuJu but you have it worse.. Changmin beats Kyuhyun hands down!  He really pushes you around huh? How on earth you could take that?”

Yunho laughs,

“Ani~ That was just Changmin being Changmin..

He actually really sweet and affectionate to me, it’s so cute you know~”

“In what way??! Where is this cuteness you’re seeing~?? There must be something wrong with your eyes!”

Leeteuk splutters

Yunho narrows his eyes and before Leeteuk could apologizes, he suddenly cries out softly,

“Aah.!”

And suddenly just like ninja Changmin appears next to them (God knows how he heard that soft cry from outside the room though).

Ignoring Leeteuk, he went to Yunho’s side and turned the man to face him.

“What is it? Where does it hurts? What happened?”

Leeteuk just watched in fascination as the youngest checks on his hyung - turning his head gently from side to side and running his fingers lightly up and down the other’s back.

“Did you fell down? Did you hit your head against the wall? I told you not to jump around so much, didn’t I?

Do you need to sit down for a while?

And Leeteuk-hyung! Why didn’t you keep an eye on Yunho-hyung?”

Leeteuk is ashamed to admit that he jumped a bit when that fierce glare suddenly turned his way.

“Uh.. I..”

“Ani~ Changmin~~ It wasn’t Teukkie-hyung’s fault. I didn’t fall or anything.. I suddenly felt dizzy, that’s all. But I feel much better now.”

And Leeteuk suddenly feels his face turning hot as he watches Changmin cupped Yunho’s face softly and peers down into the other’s eyes,

“It’s because you didn’t get much sleep last night, isn’t it? Mian~ I shouldn’t have let our phone call lasted so long..”

“But I love it when you call me, Changmin-ah~ 

It doesn’t feels so lonely then..”

“Aisy pabo-ya~.. It’s not worth it if your health is affected.

‘Sides, we could always see each other during the day and even when we can’t, I shouldn’t call you so late at night..

You being healthy is the most important thing to me afterall..”

At first he felt embarrassed and like he was intruding on something private.. but as these two becoming more and more immersed in their own lovey dovey private world, Leeteuk begins to wonder if whether they even realized they are currently in public.

Looking at how they are now staring adoringly into each other’s eyes (Changmin’s thumb caressing the side of Yunho’s face), Leeteuk decided that they either forgot or they just don’t really care (knowing Yunho, he forgot.. knowing Changmin, he just don’t give a shit =.=;;).

He was about to (strongly) suggest that they take it to somewhere more private (anywhere really, aside from the dressing room backstage where anyone could just walk in at any second) when Changmin turned while grabbing Yunho’s hand so the other would follow him - muttering something ‘bout seeing a sofa in one of the other dressing room and how Yunho ought to take a little nap before their performance that night.

Just before they both disappear through the door, Yunho turned around gave Leeteuk a wink and a cheeky grin.

‘That brat..! he was faking it just to show off to me??!’

- finis -

A/N:

- uknowlov2 : thank you for participating and sorry if this one sucks and/or not up to your expectation. I know you like fluffy canon fic but since I’ve written so many of them, I gotta think extra hard not to make them all the same =.=;;

- To haters, while I like to write my Yunho being all fluffy and adorable~ doesn’t mean my Yunho can’t kick anyone’s ass. Infact, I have no problem writing him punching even Changmin if he feels pissed off enough. Being cute and affectionate and gentle, doesn’t mean you are weak. If you think otherwise, then you have a problem. Get help and don’t bother me. 

I’m in a bit of a slump so I want to jumpstart my brains a bit so i posted a prompt list but no one wants to send anything~ *shrugs*

It has already been uploaded for the next update :) I don’t know if you realised already but both parts are in our Variety: 2008 section - 080223 & 080308 ^^

Sorry for the reeeally late reply but we don’t unfortunately, just the TNC Peace 18 ;__;

No problem really! I just started holidays now and VS will be starting soonish too, so you can expect more updates from us now ^^

If you mean 080804 then yeah I kinda have it. I didn’t upload it because it was chinese hardsubbed but I have the english .srt file for it. Soo it’s okayish to watch lol. I can upload it if you want ^^

We don’t have eng sub for either, only raw. Sorry :( 

But which link was down?