#changminho

ichigo vol.1

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changmin88: Our Mino do whatever you want!!!🎶🎶🎶💚

220603 TVXQ Changmin 💭

🦌: Ah, this picture was the last time I had a draught beer with Minho in Japan kekeke

.the hearts changmin drew I’m emotional 🥹

♥️ : for TVXQ (his)

💚 : for SHINee (minho)

(he must like this place and comes a lot to cover up the logo lol cute)

Ok, here's the thing.. Some of you who've been following me from the start would know that i started and still am mainly in ChangminHo fandom (tvxq). I write a LOT of fics about them - some i posted on ao3, some are still here in Tumblr, some are in my lj... Loads are still in my drafts, half finished.

I write on stuffs that i believe in. It is because i truly believe in them that i could write about them as personally for me, i need the imcentive.. I cant imagined or create feelings out of thin air.. I need to believe IN the relationship.

No, i didnt mean that they have to be real.. It is more like if i know they have someone else, i cant write them as couple anymore. Because i cant imagine them together anymore..

Anyway, somehow these past months, i'd this feeling that i should quickly finish and post all my ChangminHo fics.. Like as if i am running out of time.

And turned out, i was.

Today, it was confirmed that one part of the couple is infact in a relationship.

Which is good for him.

I am, in NO WAY at all resent it... How could i, if it makes Yunho's baby boy happy?

But i was sad for my fics.. Lol..

Me: Changmin-ah~ whyyyy cant you wait until i finished posting all my fics before dropping this bomb on us.. orz 😭😭

Cm: lbr, if i want to do that.. I wont date even until i am 80 years old 🙄

Me:... Ok, fair.. Dammit me, why did i procrastinate so much!!! 😢

Saying that, the POINT of this post is to ask you guys...

What should i do?

Should i delete all my beautiful precious drafts?