#uhm.........

so there’s this kind of “party” in my village tomorrow evening (pretty lame but whatever it doesnt really matter) i don’t really feel like going but my mom’s all like GO!!!! YOU HAVE TO GO!!!! and i don’t think that’s a good idea BECAUSE i went to this thing 2 years ago and that’s when i met this motherfucker idiot who pretended to like me but and i was stupid enough to believe it and then later on i found out he was just making fun of me???? like thank you very much you dumb asshole... (i was even stupid enough to ask him to go to prom with me and he refused and then plenty of other girls asked him to and he said yes like :)))))))))))))))))) fuck u) and i was pretty much hoping he’d choke on champagne on his own prom which OBVIOUSLY didn’t happen but anyways i’d rather not go because i don’t wanna meet this piece of trash BUT my mom is pretty much forcing me to go and telling me that if i don’t like it i can leave but i just have to go there and now there’s my question, do i go there and kinda make myself look nice just in case i meet him (yeah at this point let’s pretend i actually can look nice shall we)?????? or should i be like fuck this????? idk.