#tyrigan

Listen

I do still love and vibe with people's take on them having a pseudo father-daughter kind of relationship

But

Honestly I do just love the idea of them as an actual romantic (or whatever youd call the oddness of this table) relationship and im eating it hard.

Just. Kattigan who doesn't know how to be a person anymore but can't help his goodness and gravitation towards his pack and wants to remember how to be a person again but can't get away from the hurt that overwhelms him

And Tyranny who has never been a human and is new to being a person and wants to be good and wants to have friends but cannot help but hurt anyone who is close to her and her lack of personhood and experience makes it impossible for her to pry the hurt and the happiness any of this foreign humanity brings her.

They're parallels to me and it hurts and I want them to hold each other like theyre keeping the other one from falling apart. I want Kattigan who has no prior connection or predetermined hatred for Tyranny or anyone she's associated with to see her as a person and see how hard she's trying and learn again how to be a person again by holding her hand and walking with her through all this mess that comes with the world she's been brought into. I want Tyranny who is so ignorant and new to tje world be something that shows Kattigan that the world isn't all isolation and sadness because if that were true, why would this being here be so instinctual in wanting bonds and love and care in this world despite the world she was once apart of being so distinctly opposite. She should be a shining contradiction to the cynicism of Aráman because if the pain and hurt this world provides were all it did, she would've instinctually fallen into it instead of wanting so hard to fight against what she is meant to stand for. She should be a shining light of a reminder that despite the hurt and darkness and pain, a person cannot help but be good. Whether theyre good at it or not, despite themselves, they want good so desperately despite everything that screams against it.

I'm babbling at the end I think and I won't proofread but I have strong feelings on the matter currently. Whether is comprehensive or not is up to chance at this point. They need cuddles and smooches I think.