Hey its been a while since we talked but I saw the drama and read through it all (nosey, sorry 💔) and have to say wow I'm so sorry they treated you that way. People that take any interpersonal conflict as a declaration of personal hatred or murder and can't just talk about their grievances while they gaslight you into thinking otherwise are the absolute worst. I hope you find some peace from this because not once in any of our interactions have I ever gotten the impression that you are anything other than a nice and pleasant soul.
Thank you so so much. I never wanted it to become as chaotic as it has, and I'll always maintain that I never want others' to be hurt, even those that I feel have bullied me—this is still ultimately just about a space online and defending myself (and the 4 others I spoke for), and I'd have NEVER anticipated it reaching as far as it has, to the point where even people OUTSIDE OF THE DBH FANDOM are acknowledging it. 😭
Please message me here, I'd love to also reconnect, and it really means a lot that you took all the time out to look into everything and send this. Actions like these ARE why I will always stand by the belief that people are inherently good.