#twmd

if you're hearing about this for the very first time, TADM is an online musical based off the YouTube series The Amazing Digital Circus, run by Twisted Minds Theatre ! actors from all around the world will be able to act and sing and show of their wonderful performance skills, all remotely!! all you need to apply is a decent mic and camera and a good spirit. more info in the TWMD discord ! (linked below)

if youre even slightly considering auditioning, i highly recommend going for it ! its a paid opportunity and the entire Twisted Minds team is so very wonderful. this is a very talented community and we'd love to work with all of you !!

headphones aren’t enough i need this fucking album injected in my bloodstream

20. Which work of yours have you reread the most?

29. Favorite line/passage your wrote this year?

30. Biggest surprise while writing this year?

16. What's your most common "Additional Tags" tag?

Well according to my bookmarks it's “anal sex” 🤣

20. Which work of yours have you reread the most?

I feel like lately I've been rereading “I Won't Say (I'm in Love)” more as a whole but there are two specific chapters of “Thinking with my Dick” that I reread pretty frequently. Mostly because I kinda can't believe I wrote them 😅

Chapter 16 - Teeth

To date, one of the hottest smut scenes I've written imo

Chapter 37 - Trapped in a Dream

This chapter is so different from anything else I've written and I just love how creepy it is

29. Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?

I think one of my favorite things that I wrote this year was Chapter 44 of TWMD. The interaction with Satoru and Suguru, their fight, the way we watched Satoru finally sever that connection as he chose Yuuji, and then Satoru’s crashout/grieving afterwards… there were so many emotions in that Chapter and maybe it hits a little harder for me because I (as the writer) know more about Satoru and Suguru's backstory (it will eventually get posted in IWSIIL) but yeah…

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Leave.

That’s all he had left to do. His legs wobbled beneath him as he stood. With the shredded remains of the sketches clutched in his fist, he forced himself back down the long hallway. He was fully prepared to leave in silence, to walk out and never look back, but as he reached the front door a venomous voice cut through the quiet, “You’re seriously throwing away fifteen years of history for your flavor of the week?”

The words stopped Satoru cold.

The torn sketches crumpled tighter in his fist, edges biting into his palm until thin lines of pain bloomed across his skin.

He turned slowly and locked eyes with Suguru, who sat slumped on the floor like a discarded thing. Pathetic—a broken wrist cradled to his chest, skin washed of color except for the dried, ugly smear beneath his nose and the first purple crescents forming on his cheek. Whether the absence of his usual color was from pain or from the dawning weight of his own actions, Satoru didn’t care. In this moment all he saw was the monster who had hurt Yuuji, who had defiled his trust, and who now dared to sit there and sneer as if none of it mattered.

Satoru breathed deep as his hatred boiled over. “I don’t know what you think the nature of my relationship with Yuuji is, so let me be very clear,” He stepped forward, slow and unhurried. “I love Yuuji, with everything I have. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone…ever…”

Each footfall echoed with purpose as he crossed the room. “And if I were you, I would be eternally grateful to Yuuji, because when he first told me what you did…” Satoru shook his head as a bitter, broken laugh fell from his lips, “…I wanted revenge.”

He loomed over Suguru now, shadow swallowing him whole. “I would have brought him your head in a bowling ball bag if he’d asked me to.” His tone didn’t rise, didn’t falter—it was steady, unnervingly calm. “Still would.”

Suguru's eyes flicked up, widening as the distance between threat and consequence collapsed.

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30. Biggest surprise while writing this year?

Title: Hallelujah

Summary: Yuuji discovers how complicated love can be.