#twinnie

Had the chaos twins on my mind since hearing 'Family Matters' By Skye Newman.

It just screams Cass & Bella with their family history.

Maluca and I from my perspective

jk it's aj i don't know how to do character anons don't ask me how i manage to write fanfiction if im terrible at characterization. one day i eill have an oscar though. i probably would have to write a best selling book and demand to be casted in order to actually star in a movie though

We have officially made a whole fucking year together. Holy shit, bitch. You started as anon with many names, and then you became a username in my inbox. We talked for days and days, we even joked that on days when we didn’t talk it was “weird” because within a week we were practically inseparable. You eventually became a mutual on Instagram, and then you were a number in my phone. Now, you’re such a huge part of my life that my sister thinks we’re lesbians for each other (shhh, don’t tell Dave) my mom says hello to you when we talk on the phone, you’re a part of my every day conversations at work, “Yeah, I use whatsapp to talk to my best friend in Australia.” It’s just second nature for me to use you as an example cause you are such a huge piece of my life.

I’m not about to put all of my business on here (although if anyone’s been around for one of my breakdowns on here, you know that I deal with some shit with my mental health) but on days where I disappear or my response are slow/nonexistent you don’t make me feel bad about not talking to you, or anyone for that matter. You never judge me or make me feel guilty for not always being the greatest friends to you, because I’m still learning how to be a good friend to myself, and you are such a pivotal part in helping me see the good in myself. I don’t tell you enough but I appreciate every little word of encouragement or reminding me to have a good day. I appreciate the space you allow me to have in this friendship and I extra appreciate when you let me be a clingy fucker when I just need some extra love in my life.

You have changed so many things in my life, all of them being for the better. I will never be able to repay you for all that you’ve done and the patience you have with me. I’m still afraid that one day you’ll disappear because of how distant I can get, but every day you send me a meme or a good morning and I feel a little more at ease. At times you’ve said stuff about yourself that just doesn’t make any sense to me. You see your kindness and compassion as sometimes making you docile, but in reality you are a force of nature. You pull people in and you help ease them. Not just me, but I see it in your other mutuals. You are such soothing energy, even when we’re being chaotic messes, you help to take some of my anxiety’s and tuck them away.

This is getting long, and I could honestly write for hours upon hours about how you’re an amazing person, and I could list off so many examples, but I don’t want to be too mushy cause that’s off brand for me (😉). All jokes aside, I will always be here for you, day or night, the minute you say you need me I’ll be there to answer your call. I’ll be there to help you through your bad days, bad dreams, and bad feelings. I can’t promise that I’ll be able to help you breathe like you help me, but I will always try my best. If one day, we stop talking and slowly slip out of each other’s lives, just know you have impacted me in ways that I will never be able to express in words (in text or in person) you have brought so much peace, light, and love into my life and for that I am eternally grateful. Thank you for a wonderful fucking year, here’s to many, many more!